you just want what you can't have... tw for depression, eating disorders, drug use, violence + death cover art by @_radioheadstan

she was one of the best songwriters the music industry has every seen. your favorite song to absolutely bawl your eyes out to? written by her. she'd one her first grammy at age 15 and her collection of awards only grew. the only problem was that nobody knew who she was. only known as "3s" on all social media platforms, she was a mystery to everyone. billie never struggled with coming up with lyrics. there was always something that she could write for people to relate to. but when she gets stuck with writersblock, she turns to the mystery writer for help. the biggest issue is billie cant accept the mystery that is of shay sloan sable. social media x real life fic billie x female oc

Alexis Ackerman lives a troubled life, surrounded by gang violence and instability. Billie Eilish lives an interesting life of her own, having just started on her path towards worldwide stardom. When the two collide sparks fly immediately, though neither girl is ready to admit it's anything more than lust. ~ AU. Though the names of some characters are the same as people in real life, they are still characters. The actions of said characters do not necessarily reflect the views, personality, or actions of the people they're named after and based around. Contains violence, drug use, drinking, ptsd and anxiety episodes, sex, and strong language Main characters are 18+

You're an adverage teenager. Specifically around 15. You're life is pretty crazy, living with a barely stable family. You have depression, and try to hide it the best you can. Author's Note: Please excuse spelling errors and my bad grammar. Im trying :')... Please note this contains serious topics, sensitive topics, and over all some pretty sad shit. Don't worry, the protagonist never dies in most stories. In most.

Macy. The poster child of the youngest from a bible bashing Christian family. Devoted to Jesus and her church, Macy is as innocent as a baby lamb. A shelter child with an annoyingly large amount of positivity. With over protective parents she's never experienced... anything. However, when asked to repair the churches old piano that was vandalised by an enraged intruder she begins to learn there is more to life than devoting herself to a book just because she is told to.

tate, a troubled kid who doesn't get along well with the world, struggles with her own problems, until she meets someone who changes that all. lowercase intended #1 -bil

"𝐈 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧'𝐭 𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨." 𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥, 𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞, 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐬 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐩 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐬.

you're only friends with billie eilish..right? and will you ever be free from your abusive girlfriend? this story contains mentions of sex, drugs, alcohol and abuse. if you're are not a fan of those subjects then please do not read this story. thank you <3

[Completed] Book 1 of the CRASH trilogy. Still reeling from the death of her parents, Smith finds herself in a dangerous situation after an unexpected encounter. Her life quickly spirals out of control, but will she get herself out before it's too late? AU. Trigger warning. Mature content. Achieved:- #1 in Billieeilish #1 in Billie #1 in Billiefanfic #1 in Ilomilo #2 in girlxgirl #4 in LGBT

A 16 yr old girl with a heart condition moves to LA escaping her drug addicted father who assaulted and abused her and her mom. She has to stay at the neighbors house next door until her moms working hours are evened out. See what series of events unfold! This book contains topics that may be triggering to some people. Talks about drugs, abuse, sex, strong language SMUT & FREAKY SHII *TRIGGER WARNINGS* G!P