My life wasn't the best, but it wasn't bad. I think it could have stayed that way. I would have been okay with that. And then one night, I met him. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes that could make any girl do anything, be anything for him. There was this.. darkness to him. You couldn't help but let yourself be absorbed by it, or by the idea of him. You sort of just hope that you never have to go back to a life where he doesn't exist. Until you realize that you're no longer living a life you want. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. And forever may not be the best. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel #1 August 19-September 26, 2025: #Kaulitztwins

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

Angelina Levine was a Young Woman Just trying to pursue her dream of the writing arts. Little did she know, innocently trying to extend her career may just be the death of her when she meets the man who just may be, Satan reincarnate. THIS DOESNT GLORIFY ABUSE GUYS. THIS ISNT ANYTHING LIKE HAUNTING ADELINE WHERE SHE HAS AN SA KINK. ‼️ This is NOT directed towards any real person, and any affiliation with a real being/brand is completely fictional. Remember, it's a book and as a person I wouldn't ever romanticize or support any of the gross stuff written. If it did romanticize such, then it would be painfully obvious and not get into such depth as to how the characters feel. Ie: Rage, confusion, power hungry, and then they grow and try to change. Thats how a book works: there has to be a plot! Thank you! Completely satire btw i think mln is weird and this book is making fun of it on da lowkey because Taylor was serious when she wrote it ✌️✌️✌️

This story is inspired by My living nightmare, a different story and not as rough. But with an Interesting story, suprises, plot twists and more. A young girl moves to germany, gets a job at a new place owned by the puissant twins, Tom Kaulitz and Bill Kaulitz. Not knowing what she has gotten into, falling for their lies and unlocks new secrets. Will she regret she ever even met them? (Warning for sensitive topics, read at your own risk.) My spelling and writing can be weird and hard to read sometimes since I write really fast and it's not my first language. I'm still continuing this, it was supposed to be done but I've got a lot of ideas I'm working on a rewritten one, which is better written and it's gonna be longer but this is the original! Everything written by me.

Sequel to Hate, love, cars and mafia together in Tokyo /Tom Kaulitz story/. Please read before reading this. However you can read this story by itself if you want to. _____________ Taylor receives an invitation to her best friends wedding and she is beyond excited. But there is a twist to it. If she wants to come, she has to see him. It's been two years and Taylor is not sure if she's ready yet. Tom Kaulitz has haunted her mind since she left him and she is shaking to see him again. But the thing is, will a meeting rekindle old wounds or will it only make her deep buried emotions come out in a bang.

Lucian Lancaster is known as one of the most feared mafia bosses in all of Europe. Everywhere he goes, security follows, he has zero weaknesses and feels no remorse for anybody. One of the many reasons why it was so hard to find a weak stop to overthrow him in any way. Except one weakness, his daughter. Juliette has been kept a secret, hidden from the public eye who her father truly was. For her safety, as well as her father's reputation. 19 years she has been forced to lie that father died in a car accident. In constant battle, Lucian and his great enemy, Tom kaulitz, fight to be the most vile they could be. To prove to be the most cruel and dangerous, in order to learn the secrets and weaknesses of Tom Kaulitz, Lucian forces his daughter to go under the wing of Tom, to spy. Nobody would ever known her real identity, there no record of her fathers true identity as well, or so Lucian thought. Juliette and Tom had absolutely nothing in common, she despised him and her father. But what will happen when Juliette realizes she had fallen for her own father's enemy? What will Tom think when he finds out the truth about Juliette? What about when Juliette finds out about toms true intentions? read to find out...

Taylor decides to move to Tokyo with her best friend Mellie. While there, they get invited to a street racing party by their friend Hirato. Unexpected they get to meet Tom Kaulitz. Japans most feared head mafia boss. With the company of his twin brother and his two friends Gustav and Georg, Tom is the most feared and respected man in all of Tokyo. He drives a sexy car, is a gifted street racer and is the definition of dangerous. What Taylor didn't know, was the most dangerous man in Tokyo had his eye on her.