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Ghosts  ✔️ by SettleDown1D
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A postwar fic where Harry barely speaks anymore, and no one understands him the way Draco Malfoy does. One apologetic letter written by Draco will change the course of both of their lives. Mentions themes such as PTSD, trauma, and depression. Read with caution, but this will be a lighthearted fic for the most part. Mentions of modern day elements you've been warned! Cover made by @Dragonfirehyun ! I don't own the rights to Harry Potter or any aspects of the movies/stories, however I do own the rights to all ideas that I have come up with. Highest ranking: #1 Drarry - 6/9/21 #1 Drarryfanfic - 6/15/21 #1 Dracoxharry - 6/15/21 #1 Harry - 8/22/21 Started: May 17th, 2021 Completed: July 24th, 2021 Milestones: 200K - October 11th, 2021 300K - January 14th, 2022 400K - April 24th, 2022 500K - July 24th, 2022 600K - October 21st, 2022 700K - February 14th, 2023 800K - May 30, 2023
Therapy - Drarry ✔️ by SettleDown1D
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The one where Harry and Draco reconnect on the Hogwarts Express, and liquid luck seems to come in the form of Harry's therapy dog. Cover art by @/UpTheHillArt on instagram Cover made by @nerdy_whore Started: August 8, 2022 Completed: January 6, 2023
wilting flowers by glitch_mango
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short story based off something that happened a few years ago, also inspired by Ethan Jewell's Bouquet song. This story will probly only be around 3-5 short chapters with a hint of lgbtq+, hope you enjoy.
Listen Before You Speak by CAKerst
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Book #1 in the Silence Series Elijah is no ordinary boy. In fact, he is as different from what a normal boy could possibly be. The golden rule in is life has always been "listen before you speak", but what happens when he meets a boy? Will he still be able to just listen? Even when the boy urges him to speak all the unspoken words he has tried so hard to silence for so many years? When Blake walks into Elijah's silent world, the sound starts forming around Elijah's mouth; and he speaks for the first time in four years. Will Blake still love Elijah after hearing everything that Elijah has listened to but never spoke about all those years, or will he get the hell out of dodge as his instincts scream? This story is PG13, since it may have strong language. This story may contain self-harm issues, abuse, and other traumatic scenes. Please be advised that the main character is homosexual, and therefore there will be romantic actions between same sex characters. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please refrain from reading.
Behind The Mask by CAKerst
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When Brody challenges his stepfather who tries to rape him, his "step-loser" as he calls him has his revenge by throwing acid in Brody's face. Brody is almost certain that this is where his life will end. A broken soul and a face that was once a sight for sore eyes, now looks like molten wax. Off course Brody has a plan for all of that. He will do the things he still wanted to do, and eventually as soon as he is done with his bucket list, commit suicide, releasing the world from the most horrible face it has ever seen. For now, all he has to do is keep on the mask of humour so that nobody will suspect what he is really planning... And off course he needs to keep on the phantom mask in public as not to scare all the children in the streets. But that's okay... Isn't it? It's fun pretending it's Halloween all year long? It is however when Brody meets E.J. next to him in the hospital that Brody needs to make a different decision. E.J. has been raped by his stepfather for many years, but he somehow keeps a positive outlook on life. Maybe inviting E.J. on the bucket-list-road-trip of a lifetime with him will keep Brody from jumping at his last stop. Will Brody be able to figure out the emotions inside him when E.J. is close before he jumps? This is a story of friendship and love, and delving through the deepest sore to find a sparkle of hope that life could potentially go on, no matter how dark things behind the mask may seem. This is the trilling continuation of "Behind Drawn Curtains" where we meet up with Brody, E.J., Chris, and the rest of the gang that stole our hearts in a tale full of suspense. PG - This book may contain strong language and sexual encounters between same sex individuals. Please be advised that although this is not a sequel, it is best to read "Behind Drawn Curtains" first. Repeating that this is not a sequel, but rather a continuation.
Behind Closed Doors by CAKerst
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Behind Closed Doors is the third and last instalment of the Behind-Series, continuing the story of E.J., and Brody, this time being told from the perspective of Chris. Chris Reith is best friends with E.J., who he has been in love with since he was thirteen years old. Unfortunately for him, he is maybe not damaged enough to be considered interesting enough to catch E.J's eye, so E.J. ended up with Brody with the wax face. That however doesn't mean that Chris didn't end up successful... A year after seeing the love of his life get engaged, he is now a model, influencer, and above all, he has fans that love him... Yes, he finally found love. This lifestyle however comes with its own hardships as Chris returns to drugs, fake happiness, and being haunted by his rentboy past, and dead alcoholic mother. In this third instalment of the Behind Series we see a side of Chris we have never seen before. Long gone is the boy who just wanted to save his best friend, making space for a Chris trying to run away from a lifetime of emotional and mental abuse. Join Chris on his quest to potential happiness, as the old gang, E.J., Brody, Will, and all the others weave their stories into his.
It's Just A Diet by Thekittenpopper
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Dylan Alvarez has never had to worry about his weight. At least, until now. (Possible boyxboy later on, be warned.)
Expiry || Book 2 || by Other_Raccoon
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Jonathan escaped when he was 22 (He's now 26) with two members of a gang, Ryan or 'Ohm' and Bryce or...well just Bryce. Instantly after his escape he changed his last name to 'Winslow', dyed his hair black, got piercings and tattoos so he could look less of himself, since he was criminal. He hid in plain sight, living with Ryan and Bryce in a house. He didn't have an actual paying job, but he did have a 'job' that offered him fun. He was a killer. ================================ Evan Fong was released 4 years ago when he was 22 due to his tests being complete. He was reunited with his friends and they started up a group to protect the city they lived in from the criminals that had escaped, knowing full well they had abilities. Evan couldn't deny he missed the one who he was ripped from, Jonathan Dennis. Although no matter how hard he looked he could never seem to find him. ================================ Will the 'almost-lovers' be reunited as friends or as enemies? ================================ Second Book of: Attenuated || Book 1 ||
Behind Drawn Curtains by CAKerst
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Book #1 in the "Behind-Series" E.J. looks just like any other teenager. He speaks the same. Walks the same. Does his homework in the exact same way. He however has one secret that sets him apart from others... When the sun sets, and the curtains in his bedroom is drawn, he becomes the sexual play-thing of his stepfather who has been using him for years. E.J. knows he will never be able to have that "first" experience with anyone else, because it has been taken from him against his will - way too soon. This is E.J's story of staying alive and becoming a survivor, rather than a victim. This is his fight for survival. A story echoed in the stories of so many others around the world. NOTE: Wattpad has removed this story, and this is only a teaser for the full story which is available on Novelcat, and will soon be available for free download on my website.
Many Words In Silence by CAKerst
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Book # 2 in the Silence Series # Sequel to "Listen Before You Speak" - the story of Elijah and Blake Elijah is no ordinary boy. Never has been, and he is probably sure that he never will be the normal boy everybody wants him to be. How can you be ordinary and normal after your first love dies? After your father was the one responsible? How do you cope when your English teacher is the one who gives you a new home? Blend in a crazy friend and the fact that Elijah who learned how to speak one word of a time thanks to Blake has gone completely mute again. Will he ever be resurrected from the pain that is threatening to overwhelm him to the point where he will cut his own wrists? Is there any way someone could save him this time? Is there really that many words that can be spoken in silence? Can you truly be put back together when you are more than broken and half the pieces are lost forever? This story is PG13, since it may have strong language. This story may contain self-harm issues, abuse, and other traumatic scenes. Please be advised that the main character is homosexual, and therefore there will be romantic actions between same sex characters. If that makes you uncomfortable in any way, please refrain from reading.