[COMPLETE] "today I met a boy with the brightest smile. Even though he's a bully, I know he'll keep me sane. His name is Colby brock. He calls everyone darling, but he calls me sweetheart"

- lowercase intended - occasionally "povs" - trigger warning: homophobia, self harm, and depressing thoughts, anxiety and rape. "why do I gotta go to the country?.." (COMPLETED!)

"stop telling me you're fine."

❝𝘪𝘧 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦... 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘳𝘰𝘴𝘦.❞ ➛ a blonde, beautiful and prideful, walking with the scent of roses, a smell that haunts the brunette he caught captive. after a long fight of "i'll move on" or "i love this person" they finally came to this moment. the brunette and his rose.

Love is a hard thing. Some fall. Some don't. Some cry. Some fight. Some are happy. Some are miserable. Some marry. Some break. Some fuck up badly and can't make up for it. Love is a game. a hard fucked up game nobody knows how to win. Or, maybe you've already won, maybe you haven't even begun. However, in this case, it's already began, and ended. And started all over again. In this instance love is anything and everything in between. - Love is hard as it is, but how difficult can it be to know who it is you truly love? Bouncing between two boys, confused who his heart truly belongs to. Obviously the boy he's been with longer, not the boy he's just met, right? His heart belongs to Liam, it has to, how can moving far apart fuck everything up and crumble the walls of a perfectly good relationship? How can something so simple and easy become so hard and frustrating? Why can't he just be happy with who he already has? That one's easy. His name is Colby Brock. ...

Sam and Colby knows each other since 8th grade because both of their family made them be in band. They started YouTube and became best friends. However... Colby started to have feelings for his best friend Sam after Sam started dating Kat so he ignored Sam but told everything to Kat only to find put that Kat has lost feelings for Sam too.. A while later Sam lost feelings for Kat too but they kept their relationship going hoping their feelings come back. However Sam started catching g feelings for the one and only Colby Brock and he also told that to Kat, so the couple broke up but kept it a secret from the fandom for a while but eventually told everyone. But Colby still ignored Sam and hanged out with Kat more only to talk about Sam and Colby's feelings.

@colbybrock has posted a new photo....

Sequel to Downward Spiral "It's not easy to hold onto a person you love, Sam. Sometimes they slip away and nothing you do can keep them holding on. Sometimes, people want you to let go. It's hurts them less. Do you want me to let go of you?" || COMPLETED ||

"If you didn't have your head shoved so far up Brennen's fucking ass, you would've known that Kat dumped me. So forgive me for not 'feeling' but I've been a little busy having my heart ripped out and shredded." || COMPLETED || WARNING: This story will contain swearing, self-harm, thoughts of suicide. Read at your own risk.

It'll be very slow updates cause I forget to update a lot so if you like this please spam the comments reminding me to post😭...I also have school a lot so I'll mostly update on the weekends<3