this story is gonna be pretty fucking depressing. im going to be incorporating my life into this, so almost every thing i say in this is a real thing, and almost every feeling i put into this is real. if i need to remove a part or add any trigger warnings i will, but this book is going to be one whole trigger warning. in the begining of the book you will be in another relationship before you start dating juicy, so its not just going to jump right into things. there is smut. i hope you guys enjoy this book! remember to check up on your loved ones before its too late. <3 trigger warnings substance abuse self harm smoking&vaping oding/suicide smut rape/sa NOTE!! some things in this story will be MADE UP, and other things may not be. i have never abused any drugs, so that is fake, though i HAVE done them before when times got rough & i will be using information from my personal experiences with them. theres also some bad typos in this story. i will be editing the current chapters on the 11th of april 2023

You're in college taking classes everything you need to know what is in the first part