verb. To fall back under pressure. To shrink back physically or emotionally. noun. The kickback of a gun upon firing. • It takes a stubborn mind to cling to their humanity when the world seeks to strip it away. It takes a desperate soul to reach for the faintest glimmer of light in the darkness. It takes a courageous heart to admit they chose the wrong side. He didn't ask for this. She walked in willingly. Getting out is the easy part. Surviving is second nature. Forgiving themselves will not be so simple. • #1 in 'MARVEL' - September 2021/July 2022/January 2024 #1 in 'Bucky Barnes' - June 2023/January 2024 #1 in 'James Buchanan Barnes' - February 2022/May 2023 #1 in 'Winter Soldier' - June 2021 #1 in 'TFATWS' - July 2021 #1 in 'Marvel Fanfic' - August 2021 #1 in 'Original Character' - August 2021 #1 in 'Marvel Cinematic Universe' - September 2021 #1 in 'Superhero' - October 2021 #2 in 'Captain America' - July 2021 [Book One of the 'Redemption Arc'.] [Based on characters and events of the Marvel Cinematic Universe. Characters not featured in the MCU are my own.] [Mature themes: Violence, language, some sexual themes and mentions of lack of consent. All non-explicit or MCU Canon Compliant.] [Covering events in the MCU Chronological Timeline to Captain America: Civil War] [Bucky Barnes X OC]

Emilia Louise Hanley was a nurse in World War 2, tasked with assisting the 107th. Bucky stepped into her room, making Emilia step back to match his steps. He grabbed ahold of her, lightly pulling her to himself before brushing his lips against hers. Emilia reciprocated the kiss, but smacked his chest, pushing him away as soon as the kiss was broken. "James, what the hell was that?" Emilia said, crossing her arms across her chest. "I'm sorry, Emilia, I've just wanted to do that since the Expo." Bucky admitted. He stepped back from her, not wanting to intimidate her. But he saw the look in her eye, she seemed to like that as much as he did. This story does not directly follow the MCU, so if something isn't cannon to the movies or comics, it's intentional. 18+ Sexual content/smut Violence/torture Language Mentions of child loss

Maddison Blake has a busy life. She works full time, goes to school full time and is a single mom. She doesn't have the time to worry about anything else. Well, until a skyscraper of a super soldier crashes into her life. This story takes place during Brooklyn, the Bucky and Emilia love story. It's not going to be a long story, but it will have a happy ending and be low drama. As usual, it does NOT follow the MCU. So if something happens that is not Canon to the story, it's for a reason. But the story begins after Captian America Civil War and if you're reading Bucky's story, you know they're not fugitives on the run after. Anyway, enjoy. TW: Smut Language Fighting/war/gore possibly Ill update the list if I realize there are more.

Amara Maximoff was the older sister, but a ghost story. Strucker's former prize from her powers. Until she was saved by Fury. But she meets Steve, and suddenly things change. Mature story!

Victoria is Tony Stark's assistant. She does all the tech work for The Avengers, unhappily married and training to join the team. But she has a complicated history with a particular team member. The story takes place several years after getting everyone back from the snap and does not follow the MCU. Tony and Nat are alive, Steve didn't leave. TW 18+ Smut/light bdsm Violence Blood Language Mentions of coercion Pregnancy Loss

"I'm not made for this life, I can't live the way I'm not supposed to." [mature themes throughout] disclaimer - this does not follow any specific timeline in the MCU, everyone is alive unless stated!!

!! Originally posted with the title 'Saved by him' !! Ella Stark is 23. She spent her life in France, far away from her family since she was 3 years old. She's a shy woman, pretty independent but everything must change at some point no? Leaving her foster family after discovering something about her, she decided to go back to New York to receive some help from her dad and the Avengers. Little did she know that her life will change after meeting him. James Buchanan Barnes. I DO NOT OWN ALL THE MCU CHARACTERS, THEY BELONG TO MARVEL. I ONLY OWN MY OC. 🚨This story contains smut, Self-harming, and depression mentions 🚨

"put two broken and damaged Avengers together and this happens"

"Buck." You stopped him. He looked at you from across the room. He took his hand off the door knob and faced you still silent. He knew what you were thinking. "I can't." He began. "I need to be careful. I don't want to hu-" You groaned cutting him off. "You dont want to hurt me I get it. You won't hurt me Bucky. I know you won't. Ever. I trust you. You have to trust yourself. The only way you'll hurt me is if you leave. Or don't sleep with me." Your eyes widened,"In..in the bed I mean." You looked away and heard a small laugh. "As long as you behave." He teased walking over to you. "I will as long as you will." ----------- Penelope is an educated psychologist, when she crosses paths with Steve Rogers one night he has more than a few questions about mind control. He insists upon her help with a friend. Bucky Barnes. Bucky is a trained Hydra assassin. Hydra controlled his every move but now he's free and wants his mind back. He knows he needs help. Will Penelope help him after all he's done?

~Bucky Barnes x OC~ ↠ Steve Rogers and Leila fall in love and marry knowing they can't see color with each other. Until Leila is introduced to Steve's best friend, Bucky Barnes...and starts to see color. Suddenly, Bucky and Leila are pulled into the complex whirlwind of betrayal and lust as they find this new world of color, and each other, completely captivating. cover: stevesconverse All rights to Marvel Comics for the characters. I have my own rights to the other characters I've created. Loosely based on the TikTok POV series by serenaivory This story is 18+, so I've put the specific tags in the Introduction. #6 🥇 buckybarnes (8/7/21) DO NOT TRANSLATE OR REPOST