the title is the story

This is not a fictional story this is just where I go to write about how I feel since I can no longer write in a journal without someone reading it without permission and causing a scene about me. This is not a hurt/comfort story if you get triggered by it then you are at fault for reading this knowing the warnings I have gave you. You are allowed to read this but don't say I didn't warn you. Every chapter may be triggering so if you get emotional easily or anything that concerns you mental health leave. Also if this is boring just know that it's not for YOU it's for ME and I'm not going to overly dramatize my emotions to satisfy others I will write exactly how I feel so if one part is extreme and the next isn't the oh well.