Peace and tranquility. Most all humans wish for a life filled to the brim with it. Giyuu was no exception to that. He, much like any other people, had only ever wanted to live a comfortable life. One without hardship, and one without illness. Most people never thought to wish on the second. Giyuu, however, has suffered dearly due to both physical illness, and mental. He often times found himself wandering around at night, not heading anywhere specific. His mind is awfully foggy at these times, and so he will often feel disoriented in a way; he wasn't thinking about where he was, and nor did he care.. The cover art isn't mine! Disclaimer: none of these characters belong to me, they belong to the creator of kny itself. TW: This story contains strong language, self harm, mentions of self harm, death, gore, mentions of suicide, and suicide itself. Why does everyone keep adding my book to sanegiyuu and/or sabigiyuu reading lists..? 😭 Disclaimer, this is an old book. There is a version of it that is going to be the rewrite, and many scenes have been added and removed. If you are looking for genuinely legible writing, I would transfer to the rewrite.

Abandoned🥀 giyuu hasnt been able to open up to anyone,so what would happen if he gets turned into a demon demi and starts getting more involved with the hashira slowly but surely? this has a really cringy start so be prepared :p this story has a lot of angsty shit and tw here: sh(self harm) sewerslidal thoughts rape SA(sexual assault) depression social anxiety gay❤️❤️💅💅💅🤯🤯 ooc(out of character) not proper grammer😭😭 sad/depressing topics and of course, giyuu being emo

I'm currently on a break, because of my mentally abusive mom. (Edited#3) I'm finally back on my feet!! Huge shoutout to my bestfriend @ThatRandomNobody15 for giving me the most support, and for always being there for me. Same for all of my readers during my recovery!! 🫶🫶 --- first book :DDD 🫶🫶 Mostly fluff or drama sometimes smut or slight nsfw for you guys<33 Maybe angst cuz my heart can't handle it😭 🫶💌🫶‼️ 🍋 - smut 💦 - slight nsfw

This is a mature story, viewers discretion is advised. I do not own any of the original characters in the anime or manga they belong to Koyoharu Gotouge, and this is not how they act. WARNINGS; -ATEMPT IN SUICIDE -SELF HARM -BULLYING -TRUAMA -VOILENCE -EATING DISORDER -DEPRESSION If you are having any problems with suicide or self harm please call a suicide prevention line and get help. If you are experiencing bullying or violence please tell somebody. If you have a eating disorder please visit https://www.nationaleatingdisorders.org/ and consult with a professional. If you are struggling with anything please keep going you are worth more than you think, you are strong, smart, and talented. I believe in you and care for you&lt;3. This story is also now on ao3!

What if Felix never debuts with Stray Kids. What if JYP was so insistent of Felix not debuting that it happened. Felix is sent back to be a trainee. He works the hardest out of everyone in the company. He is seeking for being perfect, so he could be added to Stray Kids late. He knew that the chance of that happening is close to nothing. He breaks down practicing night after night. He stops eating and practices day and night. --- Chan and Felix had been really close since they meet and everyone thought it was just because they came from the same place and speak the same language. The truth was that Felix and Chan were dating. Felix knew he might not debut so he put in all of his efforts but none of it works. Chan tries to help him but he doesn't see the whole picture.