lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-hyunlix 6.8.22 #2-leefelix 8.27.22 started~ 3.31.22 ended~ 6.5.22 contains: self-harm, suicidal thoughts

In which Felix's parents send him off to a Christian Bible camp, hoping that it would help alter his sexuality. At camp he befriends a group of boys, including a tall, handsome guy who immediately grabs Felix's attention. Little did he know, that handsome boy's name would be announced as his roommate for the entire month. ✧ You'll get to read into the lives and points of view of multiple characters. ✧ Includes fluff, angst, and smut ✧ Arabic translation in my reading list ✧ Started 20.02.22

"𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘶𝘪𝘯. 𝘑𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦." Felix, a boy who has been isolated for almost 19 years of his life, what happens when he chooses to run away one day? Genres: •𝐄𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐑𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 •𝐅𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 Note that before reading-this story will briefly mention or touch upon topics such as 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐭. Most impressive rankings ──★ #1 under hyunlix tag 2/10/23 #1 under hyunlix tag-days spent 2/13/23~2/15/23 #1 under Journaling tag 6/19/23 #1 under plotwithsmut tag 8/12/23 #1 under firststory tag 8/26/23 #2 under hyunlix tag 2/5/23 #2 under modeling tag 4/22/23 #2 under modeling tag 8/10/23 #2 under hyunlix tag-days spent 6/24/23~6/25/23 #2 under firststory tag 8/26/23 #3 under leefelix tag 8/3/23 #3 under firststory tag 8/13/23 #1 under hwanghyunjin tag 12/13/23 #1 under runawayteen out of 53 stories #1 under nyctophobia out of 112 stories #1 under modeling tag 1/7/2024