One where Hyunjin is losing his mind slowly and Chan comes in to save him Fluffy and angsty, will be crossposted on AO3 Tw: ED, Self Harm, Suicide Ideation, Blood, Vomiting, Smut
always wanted everyone to like me, when i didn't even like myself. like an empty can - you're just loud. tw : - detailed sh - sa - ed - drug abuse - suicidal thoughts - homophobia - self hatred
oh my god they were roommates ⚠️TW//⚠️ homophobia self harm suicidal thoughts possible eating disorder bxb smut bullying child abuse s/a if any of these make you uncomfortable please do not read this story. it is not my intention to make anyone upset or uncomfortable. started: november 15, 2020 finished: februa...
"You broke a window!" I'm embarrassed this book exists,, -inspired by aphmau's 'Phoenix drop High'
Just wanted you to Stay Away from me. But then, why couldn't I do the same? ♡ "Sorry about the blood, yeah?"
[HUGE TW FOR THE FIRST CHAPTER] Minho, do you hear me now? Do you see me now? I fell apart just enough for you to look. Healing is a struggle. It's painful, scary, confusing. But so is letting yourself spiral downwards. Pick your fucking struggle. Warnings : - detailed self harm - sexual assault - smut - eating...
's-so cigarettes after sex , hm ?' out of all the things jisung could have asked , that was the question that left his mouth. 'more like cigarettes after a break up' he simply said, taking another drag. includes : boy x boy cursing homophobia smut side ship : changlix
The fame, the pressure, the hardwork, every fiber of their body breaking for what they love. Never a human being could be made to live so much. Minho doesn't, so he found a way to take it. Jisung doesn't like, but can Jisung make it stop? Warning: Read the Disclaimer well :)
minho makes jisung feel like he's not invisible. "violet has the least deviation when passed through a glass prism and is hence the least visible color of light. i'm glad you saw me even when i was barely visible." based off the comment by @straytothemoon ⚠️tw//⚠️ self harm suicidal thoughts/ actions smut bxb
" He is just a sick boy " I don't want to admit but I care for him. He is so innocent. 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗱 !
minho hates the new drummer. 12/24/23- 1m reads !!! credits to my best friend and soulmate for this ff idea ⚠️TWS//⚠️ sh ed suicidal thoughts abuse homophobia smut
♡◇○ completed a volcano that burns you when you try to reach out and everyone else runs away from self preservation, but someone always can bare the sting, if that person just gets to hold them. there's that idea of staying by someone's side even if they can be hard to love and wait for them to heal even if it can be...
my youth is yours. ⚠️TWS⚠️ smoking self harm suicidal thoughts or actions alcohol child abuse homophobia
meeting each other, hating each other, becoming friends, and helping each other. you'd think they've been through it all. ik it's another roommates book and it's very cliche but i promise it's very different. ⚠️TW//⚠️ self harm eating disorder child abuse suicidal thoughts/actions sexual assault/rape mentions dea...
"i'm home." in which hyunjin seeks safety from chan's place in the middle of the night, or in which minho needs to overcome his past for this strange concept called love. started 180621 completed ... 300621 #1 hyunknow 090122 #1 hyunho
I expressed my grief through suicide attempts hoping that one day, maybe in another timeline, I would get rid of the curse that was causing everyone to leave me. It felt lonely and, to be honest, I fully believed my life was done for. However, a stranger came into my life at the right moment and showed me what happin...
Jisung hated Chan for making him take some vacations, and hated him even more when the vacations weren't exactly what he was waiting for. What Jisung didn't know was that his little holidays were going to be way more eventful than he thought, and maybe his little heart would do some somersaults TW angst, smut (maybe s...
han jisung, a freak experiment, finds his safe place with lee minho, a gang member. but not all is as it seems. top ! minho bottom ! jisung hybrid / gang au !!! - will contain nsfw content such as: violence, blood, mentions of sex, mentions of suicide, swearing, and self harm !!! - will contain lots of angst #11...
"you saved me" Minho said looking into Han's eyes. The introverted boy with social anxiety meets the carefree popular boy who secretly suffers from trauma they meet... Saving each other ----- TRIGGER WARNING: slight homophobia, smut, bullying, mentioning of anxiety, mentions of abuse, trauma, mentioning of suicide an...
When an introverted boy meets the boy in the rain. "Who knew that only you could make me feel alive?" - Seungjin with a sprinkle of Minsung © sunshineseungminnie // FIN.
It just started out as some aches and pains. But one wrong move can destroy a house of cards. Hospitals. Doctors. Bedrest. Medicines. Therapy. It seems that the torture never ends. He just wants to dance, there should be no problems with that - it was his job, his hobby, his life. So why was the world stopping him fro...
Han Jisung knew he was the ace of 4th gen. His members always reminded him, but even without their reassurance he knew. He knew so many things. But what he didn't know was how it got to this point. He was fine so when did he stop being fine? Or A buildup of comments, and thoughts leads Han to attempt to lose weight...
It's amazing how one second, it feels like everything is perfect. Like he's reached heaven on earth. And then in the next second, that heaven can be shattered. Living in a world that keeps turning while he's trying to recover feels like he's trapped in limbo. And there's no escape. Or Lee Know and his manager get int...
"Don't take those, you'll lose your mind." "How do I know you're not lying?" "You don't." ~ They weren't supposed to be there, they were sure of it. They weren't crazy. But then how did they end up there? And more importantly, was there a way out? - Manipulative, obsessive, toxic, selfish, dependant, or just trau...
★ "my time's up." ⭐︎ or, lee minho's life is a chaotic mess. that is until he finds a rather cute stranger with a similar fate. ★ [DO read the note]
lee minho, -a nineteen year old boy who manages to find an eighteen year old boy, sitting on a fence and staring down at the water from the bridge they were on, about to jump. this boy was han jisung. Highest rank: #1 in minsung!!
lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-h...
The story were in Seungmin get sexual assaulted by, for him a well know person. Seungmin didn't go to an other high school for nothing, well no one really knew why he did actually. Only he himself knew and... *warnings are written in -0- please read them and if you are uncomfortable with them, then please don't read...
"Not all smiles are genuine." Kim Seungmin, a third wheeler, starts developing a crush on the one person he despises the most, in the most awkward situation. ________________ • short chapters • 30 chapters • contains extra _________________ ↪A Seungmin ff
( Bang Chan + Lee Felix ) ❝Teach me how to love, without lust...❞ ┈┈ mistopher | 2021 ++ Satyriasis; uncontrollable sexual desire in a man. Sex addiction, a mental illness just like the rest, yet so overlooked. So what is Bang Chan to do when all those around him either take advantage of his addiction, or look down...