One harmless song turned into something so much more. [This book deals with the reality of depression, it needs to be brought to our attention. The outcome once this this is finished is to show you the true beauty you withhold. Some parts may be graphic as you get farther into the book, just a warning. Stay strong, I just want to help you with what you may be experiencing.]

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

What will happen when Ashton and Luke start falling for each other but have no idea? They won't confess or even tell the others about how they feel. They're afraid of what Calum and Micheal would think and also what all their fans would think.. Ashton's girlfriend has just broken up with him and he feels pretty down, until one night while Luke and him are alone at his house, the truth comes out.. and a little something happens. -Over the band 5SOS (5 seconds of summer)

Luke is in love with Ashton. It slowly consumes his life until all he can think of is the little drummer boy. Hes distant and he messes up his lines, all the while trying to seem normal and keep his friendship with Ashton going strong. What happens when one night he just cant take it anymore?

On Wednesdays we wear plaid.

5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's life so much?

Lashton Fanfic. Secret Keeping. Clue Dropping. Confidence take. It all adds up in the end. Question is. Negatively? or Positively?

Ashton was getting bullied. Why you ask? Because he was gay. Well gay for one boy in particular. That boy just so happened to be his bully. But when happens when everything changes over a summer vacation. Will things ever work out between them or will they both fall to pieces.

Ashton loves Luke. Luke loves Ashton. But Ashton is the "bad boy" and Luke is the "nerd" Will they ever find love? Read to find out...