This story is based after Jay and Matthew have kissed during smooch or share. There are some pretty deep and dark places in the story so watch out for that. I really liked this ship and saw that there aren't too many stories about them so I decided to create one. TW⚠️ I haven't finished writing yet so I'm not sure the full list of triggers so I have narrowed it down to. Mental health issues, trauma, assault, severe family/home life issues and homophobia. Please enjoy and let me know if you have any ideas to add :)