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Ours to Keep by teeteeluv_
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Por Suppakarn never planned on falling in love with his co-star. Especially not in a world built on image, scripts, and camera-ready smiles. But when fate-and a shared stage-draws him closer to Teetee Wanpichit, the lines between performance and reality start to blur. From awkward first meetings to private cuddles in green rooms, Por and Teetee navigate the thrill of rising fame, the quiet ache of hidden feelings, and the bravery it takes to choose love behind the curtain. Between fanmeets, photo shoots, and unexpected kisses in the rain, they learn what it means to draw boundaries, protect what's real, and hold onto each other when the lights go down. Because some things aren't meant to be performed. They're meant to be kept. "And this love? It's ours to keep."
Only You Make Me This Soft by teeteeluv_
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Everyone knows Teetee is the sun-kind, warm, and easy to talk to. He's always paying attention to everyone around him. But what most people don't realize is that when it comes to love, his entire world narrows down to one person: Por. Por, who always acts cool and quiet in front of others, but turns into the clingiest soft cat whenever he's with Teetee. Por, who only acts cute if Teetee is watching. Who whines softly just to hear Teetee's giggle. Who loves to tangle their fingers together and bury his face in Teetee's shoulder when he's overwhelmed. Por might have rough days, hidden worries, and moments when he doubts himself. But Teetee always knows. He doesn't need Por to explain-he just reaches out, holds Por's hand, and says, "I'm here." Sometimes, he pulls Por into a hug and kisses his forehead, no words needed. They don't care much about how the world sees them. Because the love in their eyes when they look at each other says everything.
The Wedding We Weren't Meant to Have by teeteeluv_
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Por Suppakarn is trapped in an arranged engagement with Love Warinda, a family decision neither of them supports. Love already has a secret girlfriend-Milk-and both she and Por agree to fake the engagement until it can be quietly dissolved. Enter Teetee Wanpichit, a passionate and bright wedding planner hired to plan their wedding, unaware of the fake relationship. Por is supposed to play along, but the more time he spends with Teetee during the planning process, the more he falls deeply in love-with Teetee's sincerity, his laughter, his unfiltered heart. Teetee tries to stay professional, but Por's eyes always find him, his compliments become personal, and their closeness starts to blur the lines. They fall for each other in stolen moments-until one night, desire overtakes them and they sleep together. The next morning, Teetee is consumed by guilt, believing he ruined another woman's wedding. Unable to face Por, Teetee runs away to his hometown. Por chases after him, heartbroken and desperate, only to be stopped by Film, Teetee's boss and protector. Por finally confesses the whole truth: the engagement was fake, but his feelings for Teetee never were. Film reluctantly reveals where Teetee went. Por finds him and finally tells him everything-every detail, every reason, and most importantly, that he's truly in love with him. Slowly, Teetee begins to forgive. They rebuild trust step by step. Until, one day, Por ends the fake engagement publicly. Then comes the real wedding. No cameras. No contracts. No lies. Just Por and Teetee, finally choosing each other. Their wedding night is filled with tender, hungry passion-slow and possessive, raw with honesty. Every kiss says this time, it's real.
The Scent Beneath the Mask by teeteeluv_
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Teetee is an Alpha-but he hates what that means. In a society where Alphas dominate and Omegas are often seen as tools for pleasure or power, Teetee lives in disguise. With the help of his family, he hides his true identity and passes as a Beta. Only his older brother, Thomas, knows the truth. Teetee surrounds himself with Omegas-his best friends Wave, Save, and Kong-not because he sees them as lesser, but because he wants to protect them. They don't know he's an Alpha. They just know he's kind, safe, scent-neutral. Harmless. Por, on the other hand, is a rare Enigma: neither Alpha nor Omega, unpredictable and biologically untouchable-until fate triggers something dormant. Cold, sharp, and brutally honest, Por doesn't trust easily. Especially not Omegas. Especially not anyone. That is, until the day he crashes into a quiet Beta in the university hallway. One whiff of peach-scented pheromones, and everything changes. Por knows that scent. He knows what it means. They're fated. But how can you find your fated partner when they're hiding who they really are? And how do you love someone when your past tells you not to trust anyone at all?
Fire in the Frost by teeteeluv_
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Por Suppakarn is the black cat personified: aloof, quiet, sleek in appearance, and impossible to read. He walks into rooms like he owns the shadows, always with that unreadable expression. People call him the "Ice Prince" of campus-not out of cruelty, but because no one can seem to break through that cool, composed aura he radiates. Then there's Teetee Wanpichit-the ultimate golden retriever energy. Bright, friendly, always smiling, and naturally affectionate. He lights up every space he enters like the sun chasing away the cold. They're complete opposites in every way-except fate seems dead set on tying them together.
In Your Defense by teeteeluv_
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He was accused of a crime he didn't commit. He never expected to fall for the man defending him. When Teetee Wanpichit finds himself at the center of a tech fraud scandal, the last thing he needs is Por Suppakarn-the cold, calculated lawyer with a reputation for winning and a heart made of iron. But when the courtroom tension gives way to stolen glances, late-night visits, and forbidden kisses, both men begin to realize that the biggest risk isn't legal- It's emotional. As Teetee fights to prove his innocence and Por unravels a conspiracy that hits too close to home, lines blur between professional and personal. Secrets come to light. Trust is tested. And desire-once ignored-becomes impossible to hide. He was supposed to be just another client. But now, Por is risking everything. Even his heart.
☀️ The Sun Reaches the  Moon 🌙 by teeteeluv_
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PorteeteePor Por Suppakarn, the quiet, sharp-eyed black cat type, is three years older than Teetee Wanpichit - a bubbly golden retriever boy who shines brightest within his friend circle but wilts around strangers. To the world, Teetee is sunshine: warm, energetic, and glowing. But to Por, he's something far more - the only light he ever notices. From the start, Teetee believes the moon never looks back at the sun. But the truth is, Por had always been watching - from the shadows, from afar, never daring to reach... until Teetee smiles at him. Reaches first. What begins as quiet glances and hoodie-sharing turns into late-night confessions, soft kisses under blanket forts, and comfort deeper than words. As they fall into love, they also learn to face their shadows: Por's cold walls and silent burdens, Teetee's fear of not being enough when he's not glowing.
Yours in Silence by teeteeluv_
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"We were strangers made husbands by name. But I fell for you from the first day-and waited for you to love me back." Por never believed in love between men. So when his family arranges his marriage to Teetee-bright-eyed, loyal, endlessly warm-he signs the papers but shuts his heart. Teetee, on the other hand, falls for Por on their wedding day. He tries. He waits. He hopes. But loving someone who won't love you back? It hurts. When Por's best friend advises Teetee to pull away, Teetee goes quiet-protecting his heart by going cold. Only then does Por realize what he's about to lose. Just as their love begins to bloom, a sudden accident steals Teetee's memories. Now, Por must face the man he hurt-and win back a love that doesn't remember him. But what if Teetee's heart remembers everything his mind forgot? And what if this time, they choose each other for real?
You Drive Me Crazy  by teeteeluv_
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Por, a tall, respected, and slightly hot-headed final-year student, is the basketball captain at an elite all-boys high school. He's known for his skills on court and his no-nonsense attitude off it. Two years younger, Teetee transfers into the school with his own reputation as a rising basketball star - charming, bold, and just a little too smug. From the moment they meet, sparks fly - and not the good kind. They bicker during training, glare across hallways, and clash in every way possible. The rivalry is intense, fueled by misunderstandings, ego, and an undeniable attraction neither of them wants to admit. But beneath the constant teasing, teasing turns to tension... tension turns into long stares... and one unforgettable night after a heated match, they kiss. Everything changes. Over time - in secret and slowly - their relationship deepens. From stolen glances and locker room banter, to vulnerable late-night conversations and eventual confession in front of their entire school, Por and Teetee's journey from rivals to lovers is both fiery and tender.
Kintsugi Love by teeteeluv_
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Years ago, Por left Teetee without closure. Teetee, warm and loyal, stayed through every cold night Por needed space-but eventually, he stopped waiting. Now, reunited as coworkers in the same company, Teetee acts like nothing happened. Por hates it. Because Teetee isn't his anymore. But love doesn't disappear just because time passes. It waits. Buried. Healing. Cracking. Until one day, it glows gold. This is a story of scars, silence, and second chances. Of kissing in the rain. Of sleeping with arms tangled. Of lovers who learn how to stay. Love is not about never breaking. It's about what you choose to do after. Por and Teetee found each other again-not because they were perfect, but because they were willing to grow, forgive, and stay.