A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

Viele wünschen sich die deutsche Übersetzung von I'm living the truth

This story is a continuation of my living nightmare and a beautiful lié by @winternightz so if you haven't read those two first I recommend you go do it because you won't understand anything

Eine Fortsetzung von My Living Nightmare. Das schwarze Nichts, das jetzt meine Seele umhüllte, war das Einzige, was mich am Laufen hielt. Der Gedanke an ihn, der sich in meinem Gehirn eingeprägt hatte, war eine grausame Erinnerung an den Ort, an den ich gekommen war. War ich wirklich dazu bestimmt, alleine zu sterben? Sollte ich wirklich ohne ihn in dieser beschissenen Welt weiterleben? Die Tage fühlten sich wie Wochen an, die Zeit verging so langsam, dass es fast unerträglich war. Würde sich das jemals ändern, wenn ich in dieser Endlosschleife in diesem Albtraum feststecke? Er ist vielleicht kein guter Mann, verdammt... er war derjenige, der mich in diesen Schlamassel gebracht hat, aber er liebte mich und ich liebte ihn und das würde ich mit ins Grab nehmen. Trigger Warnung: In einigen Szenen kann es zu Vergewaltigungen und Beschneidungs-/Selbstmordversuchen kommen. (Es enthält reife Themen und düstere Themen wie explizite Entführung, Mord und Vergewaltigung. Es gibt auch explizite Sexszenen. Lesen auf eigene Gefahr.)

Tom and Jo have been best friends for so long it seems like a lifetime, but how can you turn friends into lovers? Maybe Tom is ready for the commitment, but what if now it's not him the one with doubts? It takes hard work to stay together, or a lot of courage to accept that sometimes...it just doesn't work. *Sequel to "Who are you now?"* *Prequel of "Can you hear me calling?*

Hey Leute, viele wollten unbedingt, dass diese Geschichte auf deutsch ist und ich dachte mir, dass ich das buch übersetzte, sodass die deutschen das auch lesen können <3 Angefangen zu schreiben am 23.06.23 Die Story beendet am 09.08.2023

Ella is a emo she has no friends and is on the edge until she bumps into someone while walking home one day he saved her so many times though he's never even met her before