Y/N and Jay had been inseparable since childhood, so it was exciting when they both enrolled at the same university. However, after Jay gets into a physical altercation with Heeseung, a notorious troublemaker, Y/N is stunned at Jay's sudden cold and hostile demeanor. Determined to uncover the reason for Jay's behavior, she takes it upon herself to confront Heeseung. However, her interference only worsens matters, and Y/N soon finds herself developing feelings for Heeseung against her better judgment and friends warnings. As Y/N's feelings for Heeseung intensify, her friendship with Jay deteriorates. Eventually, she discovers a terrible secret that explains why Jay harbors such animosity towards Heeseung. Angry and hurt, Y/N confronts Jay for hiding the truth from her and for pushing her away during a time when she needed him most. She can't believe she could have fallen for someone like Heeseung, a man capable of such cruelty. This gripping tale explores the themes of love, betrayal, and friendship, as Y/N navigates the complex emotions of falling for someone she shouldn't and the repercussions of choosing between her heart and her loyalty to her childhood friend. started: Around February 2024 end: Aug 2024

NCT Lucas Gang AU Previously Called Butter

Yukhei has never been one to let people down. He has never liked to but now every time he opens his mouth he feels like he's letting everyone down. He could blame the intrusive thoughts or his anxiety or at least that's what his rational part thinks, the other, the emotional, the one that counts for Yukhei, is telling him to give up. This is a pre-WayV story ⚠️Trigger warning ⚠️ This book contains topics related to self harm, self destructive thoughts, panic attacks and depression.