Felix, a 18 year old boy, always been bullied for his weight, decides to take a toll in his life. He wants to loose as much weight as possible to fit the beauty standards. At first, it was a slight hatred for his reflection in the mirror, but now, he can't stand to look in the mirror and if he does, he has the urge to smash it. Fortunately, A new student named Hwang Hyunjin (18) and his sister Yeji(18), join there school, Felix befriends Yeji and hangs out with her. One day when he goes to her house, he meets her brother, Hyunjin. Felix took a great liking to him. He keeps his crush a secret from Yeji because he doesn't want to loose his only friend. How will Felix try to manage his weight, friendship, and a crush? ⚠️Tw⚠️ ED Strong language Bullying Possible smut (idk) Hospitals 🏥 BOOK 2 IS COMPLETED!!! Remember to comment and vote!

lee felix has never been fond of living, but too scared to end his life. to cope, he does a lot of stuff that could get him killed; he's a suicidal daredevil. one day at school, he gets the sudden urge to finally end it, until a boy steps in at the last second. #2-minsung 5.14.22 #3-txt 5.23.22 #4-hyunlix 6.5.22 #5-hyunlix 6.8.22 #2-leefelix 8.27.22 started~ 3.31.22 ended~ 6.5.22 contains: self-harm, suicidal thoughts

In which Felix's parents send him off to a Christian Bible camp, hoping that it would help alter his sexuality. At camp he befriends a group of boys, including a tall, handsome guy who immediately grabs Felix's attention. Little did he know, that handsome boy's name would be announced as his roommate for the entire month. ✧ You'll get to read into the lives and points of view of multiple characters. ✧ Includes fluff, angst, and smut ✧ Arabic translation in my reading list ✧ Started 20.02.22