To Kade Sanford Black, falling for his best friend Xanthie Lorenz, a serious and drop-dead handsome songwriter, was a line he did not want to cross. Knowing all too well the huge possibility of losing the only person who could see through him, he took a step back and put a distance to sustain their friendship - especially since Xanthie is soon to marry. Will Kade be able to hold back his feelings until he sees Xanthie married? Or will he finally have the courage to confess his feelings...and risk losing the only friend he has? WARNING: This story contains depictions of suicide, self-harm, and mental health crises that may be upsetting for some readers. Any depictions of mental health issues herein are not meant as a replacement for medical care. If you or someone you know deals with similar issues, they should seek the help of a medical professional. Reader discretion is advised. If you or someone you know in the U.S. is contemplating suicide, please encourage them to call 988 or visit 988lifeline.org. For international resources, please visit: http://www.suicide.org/hotlines/international-suicide-hotline s.html CECELIB | C.C. Cover by Ren Tachibana

Bakit ang sarap at ang hirap mong mahalin kevin?- -love chacha

Bata pa lang si Hailee crush na niya si Lance ngunit hindi ito maaari dahil step brother niya ito! Nag asawa muli ang kanyang mommy pagkatapos mamatay ng kanyang daddy, Walang iba kundi ang Daddy ni Lance Steford! Si Lance Ang Campus heartbreaker nila! At ang ultimate crush niya since grade school.. Hindi niya mapigilan ang sariling mahalin ito ng palihim.. Alam niyang bawal na pag ibig ang nararamdaman niya para sa kanyang "kuya Lance" pero hindi niya kayang pigilan ang kanyang puso lalo na napakasweet nito sakanya! Kung umasta ito minsan ay daig pa nito ang maging boyfriend niya! May patutunguhan ba ang pagmamahal niya para dito? Bakit ito nagseselos tuwing may bagong boyfriend siya? Ito din nagiging dahilan ng break-ups niya sa mga naging boyfriends niya! Bakit siya nito hinahalikan sa pisngi? niyayakap at tinatabihan matulog?? May magkapatid bang ganon? Feeling niya Mag boyfriend sila! Certified paasa ito! Until one night mistake happened.. They make love! Passionately! BASAHIN NIYO PO MUNA ANG MY UGLY SECRETARY BAGO NIYO BASAHIN TO ?