Feeling lost and incomplete have been running through my mind since I was little. I don't to much like to talk about anything because once you start talking that person become uninterested and changes the subject, that's probably why I just sit there and listen cause my feelings and problems lol let's just say it ain't really important.

This story will share a little light about me and my cousin on my dad side with sexual harassment. This is my first cousin by blood who I had a childhood with, that went from bullying to telling lies, to text messages.

🌻Being young hiding the fact you can hear voices making you go crazy because you can't go to your family about it with the lack of attention. 🌻Fighting the urge to cry because you can hear things you can't see and never can run to anybody cause of the focus on your oldest sibling is crazy. 🌻Sometimes it make you seem crazy to where you look around trying to find who's calling you just to see a tall shadow staring At you and walking off. 🌻Tap into my world as to why pain meds help me suppress the voices because at the end of the day hearing things can make you go crazy.