||chill by death - brakence|| Before that, I had never really asked myself the question: "Can the absence of a person in your life kill you?". My parents' non-participation in my life - definitely not, but just his two-week absence affected everything in me. Huge dark circles appeared under my eyes, my hair was disheveled and looked like a tumbleweed or a sheaf of straw, not a hairstyle. I stopped eating normally, endless energy drinks and coffee became my main source of energy, just not to feel like a zombie after sleepless nights, and cigarettes became my eternal companion. There is no fear, only anticipation - how does it feel to fly like a bird? ___________________________ TWs in tags The action takes place around 2013. Please, if you feel something like the main character, then you REALLY NEED help. I love you and you are Valid

Luke was angry with himself, with Kate, who again dragged him out of the house, into the park, and then into this damn coffee shop. He wouldn't even remember this incident if it weren't for this cafe and these windows. Something seems to be pushing Luke in search of a person whom he, it would seem, absolutely does not need. Otherwise... Why would he be here? He, like a stray dog roams the city with a sad face, thinks where to find both a table and a house, so he... runs around the city, comes closer to people, psychologically sniffs them and hurriedly runs away. Is he really looking for people? Or a certain guy? ______ 8793 words TWs in tags English is not my first language

Punz stalks his best friend Sapnap whom hes crushed on for years until he inevitably finds out and decides to give the blonde what he wants🫶

Punz is hot but underrated and has a lot of potential. So! Have some angsts and fluffs of our non-binary mercenary -- Art credit is unknown, dm me for credit (will need ss proof)

Karl and sap had just broken up punz does something that will hopefully get his mind off it. (AHAHA ENJOY MOTHER FUCKERS :)) (you can skip the smut if you want :P)

sapnap wishes he could burn his school down and forget about his teachers, his problems, and that stupid shithead blondie. sapnap x punz high school au ~~~ tw: drug and alcohol use, swearing, sexual content no warnings in chapters. ♡ spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2RRxpju0zJyQbnGZrPIXZb?si=LwuEqOApTEmFbyu1uIguIQ&dl_branch=1 word count: 39915

Nick hates his life in all its insignificance and horror, he can't stand his own reflection in the mirror, which more resembles the ghost of the former him; with all his heart despises the trailer park in which he lives, his school and the fucking town, along with all the people in it. And he knows that he has ruined his life himself, that he is the one to blame for everything. Every fucking failure, every punch or swear word, he knows he deserves it. The only thing he wants is to escape, to hide from everything. He doesn't need anyone, there's no Wonderwall for him in this world. tws in tags Words: 55,128

<×> Five Times Sapnap notices how hot Punz is and One Time he notices how gay he is. Or... Sapnap not realizing that the strange feeling in his chest that he gets whenever he's with Punz means something. Punz tries to let him know. <×> Dedicated to Squir! :D

I'm done with this different punznap smut stories Because i think of many and don't wanna make more then one story dom-punz sum-sapnap

Inspired by 'Trash Star' and 'Heart In Handcuffs' (GO READ THEM THEY'RE SO GOOD.) TW: Sexual Activity (?) Angst Sexual References Sad (?)