"Loving someone who doesn't love you is like waiting for a ship at an airport." "Well, fuck, you just gotta pick the right airport." "Kian, a ship isn't gonna go to an airport." "But if-" "It's a metaphor, Kian." "Well that's fucking stupid." ••• If you're homophobic, then this isn't the book for you- Then get the fuck away from me you piece of literal dog shit. Smh 〰 A Jian Story 〰 -ColorMeJian

Book One // B1 ••• "Are you sexually attracted to me?" Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuckity fucking fuck. The lie detector was still hooked up to me. Stupid fucking BuzzFeed for inviting us over for this stupid fucking video. "What? Of course not." Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep. A lie. Okay, so Kian knows my biggest secret, no biggie. The worst part is over. Now I just have to deal with my crush, who I live with, knowing that I like him. Oh, and we're famous, I guess that's pretty important. So that means millions of fans I have to hide from, too. No big deal. Oh, but it's a huge deal. Because a Jian picture was uploaded to Twitter on accident. And Kian retweeted it, on accident. And BuzzFeed invited us over for part two of the video. Yeah, I'd say it's a pretty big deal. I'm at a Dead End. ... • Book Two "Crossroads" is out • -ColorMeJian

kian is dying from cancer and his only wish is for jc, a stranger, to smile. ©2016 amatorial short story/chapters