Berlin, 2008. A city cracked in half by music, shadows, and the things people do to survive. You can't outrun what you are but maybe, just maybe, you can choose what comes next. A story of obsessive love, self-destruction, and redemption in a city that never sleeps.

My name's Yanna. I work as the head manager at a company that sells luxury penthouses, so I've met all kinds of rich, important people. But nothing prepared me for the day Tom Kaulitz-yes, that Tom Kaulitz-walked in and bought one of our best listings. I didn't know his name. I didn't recognize his face. I didn't know him at all. All I knew was that everything started to feel different after that.

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

trouble lurks around the band. kiara and y/n was a band together until y/n had to leave since she was getting more famous than kiara. kiara doesn't want fame so y/n joined a different band. a bad childhood for kiara and y/n, they thought it was over but is it back?? tom kaulitz and y/n gets more tension until once day it gets over board.. drama about tokio hotel?? someone joining the band causing someone to leave.. Tom Kaulitz x y/n enemies to best friends to lovers ~~~ fast updates ! i will try to make a lot of chapters since i have a lot in mind. don't forget to add this book to your library so you will get notified when i update chapters. also don't forget to vote !

"𝐖𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐰𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞..'' "𝐓𝐨𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐝.'' 𝐓𝐨𝐦 𝐤𝐚𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐳 𝐱 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝒔𝒎𝒖𝒕, 𝒂𝒍𝒄𝒐𝒉𝒐𝒍, 𝒅𝒓𝒖𝒈𝒔, 𝒂𝒃𝒖𝒔𝒆, 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆, 𝒆𝒕𝒄 𝒊𝒔 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚

Melody bates is a 18 year old girl who lives in Germany, her father is a well known man for his involvement in the mafia and he is extremely wealthy. Tom kaulitz, former guitarist of the forgotten band Tokio hotel is hired for the concern and protection of his daughter. Melody, who doesn't like the idea of her having a bodyguard is desperate to get rid of him, little does she know he'll change her life... Trigger warning: self harm, suicide, abuse, death, violence, sexual assault, rape and triggering scenes.

(@HAHAHAHAHAHAAAHH helped me write this and im so grateful for her!!!)

She didn't expect the boy next door to be trouble-especially not the kind that smokes out his window, flirts like it's a sport, and collects hearts like trophies. Kalani's world shifts the moment she catches the mysterious new neighbor staring at her through the window. Tom is cocky, magnetic, and impossible to ignore-and the more she tries to resist, the deeper she falls. But behind his smirks and charm lies something softer, and Kalani will have to choose between protecting her heart... or handing it over to the boy who was never meant to stay. (If this book had a pulse, it'd sound like Never Felt So Alone - labyrinth & Billie Eilish) (spotify for when you get to the end: Tokiomilly) (SLOW BURN!!)

- There's always one stupid mistake that changes everything- Tom Kaulitz the biggest player of school and a member of tokio hotel. How fortunate and unfortunate amerie was to meet him. She made his life better but he made her life a hell. "I'm not letting you go your all I have... and if I do I might have to kill you and everyone." ... "Before shutting the door to my locker; through the reflection of the glass I made eye contact with Tom. He stared real hard and a smirk formed on his face." -Completed 11/28/24- This book contains smut ⚠️ Inspired a bit by the movie thirteen / my living nightmare by winternightz