'The painless killing of a patient suffering from an incurable and painful disease or in an irreversible coma.' Euthanasia. This disease was my life. I want to die, I want to die. I wanted to bleed out right in that bathroom, but he had to stop me; why does he even care? Why would Vic Fuentes, the perfect senior care enough to stop me dying. That's never enough of course, so can he really stop me wanting to die?

Kellin Quinn: the weirdo, freaky misfit, he "talks to himself", a victim: the worthless college student finally meets "the man of his dreams". Literally. THANK YOU FOR 4k+ READS!

Kellin Quinn, lead vocalist of Sleeping With Sirens, is excited about being on tour! It had been a year since they had played a show and this tour would be the biggest one yet...starting in San Diego CA. Vic Fuentes, local college student of San D., can't stand Sleeping With Sirens at all but decides to take his brother, Mike, their biggest fan, to all of the California shows, including meet and greets, as a graduation gift. Will Vic catch Kellin's eye appearing at all of these shows? And if so, will Vic care at all?

(Kellic) After an unimaginable tragedy leaves his family devastated, Vic Fuentes is forcibly admitted to J. Greenwood State Mental facility. With stone walls carefully built around his heart and deepest secrets he will never tell, he is trying to survive the war of abysmal hatred he feels toward himself and everyone around him. In a constant fight between mind and matter, he is struggling to stay in touch with reality. Even if it is against his will, he finally meets someone who begins to make him realize, everyone is their own kind of crazy. And maybe, just maybe, things don't have to be so bad [TRIGGER WARNING: PLEASE DO NOT READ IF EASILY TRIGGERED.] ‼️☠️🕊️‼️