it starts out fluff and ends angst WARNING ~ self-harm, depressing thoughts, and fake ass friends :) I doubt the writing is good but the plot is constantly changing. it's a good pass-time read. !! i don't own the cover art !! (or any I sux at art)

After his Mom died, Shouyo's life started to crumble apart; As his own father started to abuse him almost everyday and was heart broken too, by someone he loved the most. It was now 5 years after his Mother's death and was now 16 year old, at the age of 16; he had gone through a lot of pain and suffering, he was now used to the pain that it got to the point where he was not surprised to be hurt anymore. When he was still in high school, he found happiness in playing volleyball with his crushes, but it all ended when they believed a stupid thing without any proof at all and at that same day, Hinata suffered again but it was even worse. He tried to end his suffering but god forbade him. And now 3 years later, he's come back from his past and 'moved forward', and changed for the better. But what'll happen if he met that person again? What'll happen if he met them again? And Forgotten feelings start to surface once again? Who will he choose? 😉💗 _________________________________________ *THIS IS AN ABUSED HINATA AU* soooo...⚠︎TRIGGER WARNING⚠︎ •Cursing / Inappropriate Words •Abuse •Bullying •Self Harm **I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS EXCEPT OC's, SO CREDITS TO THE OWNERS IF THEIR READING THIS** #3- #hinataxeveryone 6/2/21 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐈; 𝐛𝐲: 𝑨𝒍𝒊𝒔

" Can i love you just a bit more? This amount just isn't enough anymore." 🕹️***Because This Is My First follows the story of Kenma Kozume and Hinata Shoyo as they deal with new feelings that begin to surface in there relationship. They've been long time friends since forever but that love isn't enough anymore and they want more, Will Kenma or Hinata be able to overcome this new challenge that's popped up into there lives? Or will one be taken by another? Read to find out how the story ends.***🕹️

After meeting Shoyo, Kenma hasn't been able to get him out of his mind. This bothers Kenma a lot. Being so distracted by someone else annoys him so much he can't handle it. All he can think about is when will be the next time he'll be able to meet with him. And finally, the opportunity he's been waiting for arrives, way sooner than he expected. Soon, it will be the summer training camp and Shoyo's team is joining them on it for the first time. He'll be able to spend a full week with Shoyo, it will be the longest they time they'll spend together since their meeting. For the first time in his life, Kenma is actually looking forward to this hellish camp that does nothing but exhaust him, because Shoyo will be there this time. He gets to spend time with him. Or so he thought but doing this will prove to be a much difficult task that he could have ever imagined. Kenma just wants to be able to spend some alone time with Shoyo, but he is too hype with this camp to be thinking about anything else but playing against all the strong opponents that have gathered here. Kenma is desperately looking for an opportunity to get a moment with Shoyo. Everyone else just keeps getting in the way and they're stealing him away from Kenma. Kenma is so irritated and annoyed. Why is it so difficult to be alone for a little bit with him?

When people think about Hineta Shoya, they think about the happy boy who is brighter than the sun with a seemingly never-ending store of energy. People think about the volleyball obsessed boy who trained before the sun had risen and trained passed the sunset. People think about the dumb child who hated all academics and could barely pass his classes. People thought about that, they didn't want to think about the truth. They didn't want to think about the pain Hineta felt whenever he runs. They didn't think about how he would limp every once in a while. They didn't think about the glisten on metal that shined out of his trouser bottom. Hineta Shoyo only had half a leg, and he was determined to make sure no one else found out about it. It helped that they didn't seem to want to find out either.

Hinata is always a ball of sunshine and loves to smiles, but what will happen when his teammates finds out what happens to him at home is worse then hell. *abuse *boysxboys *Etc.

"Kenma..." Death. That's what everyone had at one point. Kenma couldn't wait for it, he thought he'd never get a soulmate so why waste the time. "Hinata..."

Just another character insta all pics found on Pinterest none belong to me unless I say other wise

Kozume Kenma is ready to end his life. He's tired of feeling like a burden to his loved ones and being depressed and he has a plan to end it. He goes to a bridge in another city. But when a persistent stranger shows up, plans change. (Aka, what if Kenma and Hinata met in a different way) Warnings for mentions of suicidal thoughts obviously.