[COMPLETED] ❝Yet− that's not why I killed myself.❞ -_-_- The one where Zayn killed himself and left a series of letters for Liam to read. Copyright © 2014-2015 || boytoys

Harry, a highschooler, starts on another student's To-Do list and ends with his baby. *** Harry Styles was just a highschool nerd who prided himself in doing what was right and good. So it was a bit of a surprise when Zayn Malik, the popular and promiscuous pretty boy, actually persued him one day. One thing led to another and before Harry knew it, he'd unknowingly become part of an elaborate 4 year bet. Now with their highschool years behind them for the past four and a half years, Zayn and Harry happen to cross paths again. Imagine the look on Zayn's face when Harry shows up with a little boy who- for some reason- looks just like him. * * * Where Zayn finally finds everything he's been waiting for. Oh, and some winter coats go missing. 1k+ comments

"Life is full of almosts. You almost had me and I almost had you, but it wasn't enough. It was never enough yet we kept trying anyways. I kept telling myself that you were worth it, that you were worth all the shit you kept putting me through. I kept taking you back without a moments hesitation and look where it's left us now. We're back to where we started, you can't help but hate me and I can't help but love you."

"You don't seem to get it, do you? I started losing my mind when I realized I was falling for you. And now, I'm losing my sanity trying to get over you. You can keep telling yourself that it wasn't real, that it meant nothing to you but I'm not going to believe it. It was worth it to me though, loving you...I'll never regret that."