For seven years, Teetee gave his all to Thomas-the man he believed would love him forever. But forever shattered the day of Teetee's accident. What began as a prank to make his emotionally distant boyfriend panic turned into a gut-wrenching betrayal. In front of his closest friends, Thomas claimed not to be Teetee's boyfriend. Even worse, he handed that title to Por-Thomas's sharp-tongued best friend who always seemed to hate Teetee. And Kong, Teetee's own best friend, confessed to being Thomas's real boyfriend for the past three years. Left heartbroken, humiliated, and surrounded by lies, Teetee vows to play the part of the amnesiac lover-and destroy every person who betrayed him. But what he didn't expect was Por playing along too-and protecting him more than anyone else ever had. Why did Por lie? Why does it feel like he's the only one who sees Teetee's pain? And as the line between fake and real starts to blur, will revenge still be Teetee's goal... or will something deeper take its place?

english trans by Gia pohonjati This translation are republish from Giapohonjati's translation. Her account get reported for unknown reason, so i am here republishing this under permission from GiaPohonJati and Khun Iamlazysheep. Keep it in your mind that this is fan's translation, if someday the author publish the official english translation then i will unpublish mine . Dont forget support the author if that things happend :)

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Emerson is miserable with his life. He’s constantly bullied, and his boyfriend, Matt, sides with his tormentors. When Emerson hides in the school’s boiler room to escape everyone, he doesn’t expect to find a journal. The journal looks simple enough, but inside, it contains the shocking story of a boy named Nash. As Emerson reads deeper into the heart wrenching words of Nash’s life, he is unaware that his life is about to change forever.