LOVE AND HEAL BOOK 1 ❀❀❀ 𝙂𝙖𝙗𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙡𝙡𝙖 𝘽𝙖𝙧𝙗𝙤𝙨𝙖 is broken. Losing her dad last year lead her to bad choices, bad friends and bad grades. She now has to follow her mom away from the one city she has ever known to live the small town life in Laguna Beach, California. Everything about it screams boring for Gabriella, let it be her new private school with spoiled kids or even that certain brunette who wants nothing but help her through it. 𝙉𝙞𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙨 𝙍𝙪𝙙𝙙 is broken, although he tries to hide it. Top of his class, star of the beach volleyball team and ridiculously rich. He should be appreciative right ? But a traumatic past left him shattered, unable to be happy, so he spends his time trying to make everyone around him happy, including the new girl he can't seem to keep out of his mind. When they drunkly create a bucket list of things to do to love laguna beach, none of them is prepare for what will follow. - I try to update every sunday ! started : 02/27/2023 finished : tbf 1k reads - 05/09/2023 #1 in NewKid 06/02/2023 #3 in SummerRomance 06/27/2023

Have you ever wondered why you ever existed in this fucked up world and made every attempt to end your misery by taking your life. Carla Holland is the perfect example, going through pain, misery, betrayal and addiction are too much for her to handle which made her psychotic and abnormal. The once sweet, normal and cute Carla had turned crazy, numb and cold. She is despised by everyone around her like her mom, older sis, her bestie then the whole school. Carla didn't know who to turn to when going through pain and her mental health is slipping away, so she finds comfort in taking drugs to feel numb and not giving a fuck with what's going on. Not until she met him Zephyr Adler who also went through being an addict, he help her pull through but the question is does she wanna be helped or better still wanna end up being an addict forever. Zeph cornered me on the wall beside the door, then he shuts the door really hard and damn I could feel his breath on my face. "You aren't leaving not when am here do you understand" he warned, I couldn't concentrate not when his eyes are lingered on my lips or his hardened cock touching my laps. Is he hard for me or am just feeling things? "You don't command me Zeph, know your fucking place" I gritted through my teeth, he grabbed my chin pulling my face closer to his, almost kissing me. "I gets to command you every fucking time Carla, I mean it when I said am gonna help you pull through even if fucking your pussy with my tongue or fucking you really slow and hard until you forgets the word drug, do you understand" he whispered directly on my lips. I clenched my thigh in arousal and lust, what's is Zephyr Adler doing to me, why does his dirty words usually gets me horny every fucking time?. I loathed his presence but yet I still wants him closer every fucking time and its scares me sometimes.