when we were alone, either in his apartment or mine, he would just whisper my name for the sheer pleasure of saying it. "monty?" "yes?" "we'll survive this, won't we?" "together, we can do anything," i lied. "we made the right choice, didn't we? choosing each other?" "of course we did," i lied again. in hindsight, we would've been better off keeping our ink-stained hands to ourselves. ✥Before We Were Lost✥ Kay Elle © All Rights Reserved

No one should ever wake up to the thoughts of slicing their wrist. For Ella that's a daily occurrence She's been through a lot and the only calming thought is that of death. Frustrated with life she writes a letter to her bully The boy who makes her life a nightmare. The reason she believes she has wasted seventeen years of her life suffering when she can be gone and not have to feel the pain of being alive. Dear bully, I'm alive unfortunately Yours Ella Highest ranking 1st on suffer (oh my days thank you guys very much ❤️❤️❤️)