{DISCONTINUED; CONTINUE IT YOURSELF} Denki Kaminari is a happy and cheerful teenager like everyone else. Actually..He's not. He has depression, anxiety, ADHD, ADD, anorexia, he often has panic attacks over little things, his father abuses him, he cuts, he used to drink all the time, I could go on. No one has noticed anything wrong. Until a tall glass of water with purple hair comes along. Not Mineta. Ew. He got expelled (you could probably guess why) and Shinsou replaced him. And that's where our story begins.. ⚠️Warning Contains⚠️ Boy x Boy Suicidal thoughts and actions Abuse Drinking Cutting Panic attacks 🏳️‍🌈Good Things🏳️‍🌈 Tododeku Kiribaku Tsuchako Momojirou Dadzawa & Mic are Shin's parents Cats No rape cause I can't handle it

Denki Kaminari is always smiling but what's hiding behind it... Hitoshi Shinso, new to class 1a, notices something off about Denki and decides to investigate. TW: Self harm, thoughts of suicide, suicide attempt, abuse, panic attacks, mild swearing. If any of these are a trigger for you, don't read. This is my first fanfic so soz if has bad grammar and spelling. I am writing this story without much planning so like whatever comes to mind so it might be a little eccentric. The updates probably won't be consecutive but I hope you enjoy the story.

(cover is mine) denki doesn't know a whole lot about his origins and never cared to question about them. he's always been a... "test subject" of some sort. that was intel he met Aizawa and class 1A. then questions finally start to apear... he even falls in love... he also becomes more fearful as he realizes just how dangerous and deadly his mental and physical health really are. to him and to his new found family... how will long did he have until he was unstable again..? WARNINGS! -advised 18+ -smut -sexual assult (VERY. BAD.) -child abuse -death in a lot of forms -VERY SENSITIVE TOPICS -drug abuse -mental issues/insanity (I go hard core on the angst in this book. Prepare to cry and maybe throw up. Just sayin.)

⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ Mentions of: -abuse -cutting -suicidal toughs and acts -rape -cursing -mental illnesses -mineta -illegale activities ----- When Denki's mother commits suicide, and his father's already aggressive behavior becomes even worse after he starts drinking, he loses everything. His father spends al their money on drinking and playing around. They lose their house and job and Denki has to work for them to survive. Besides all the abuse and suffering, he is also slowly losing his mind after extensive use from his quirks. The only thing keeping him company is the little voice in his head that keeps getting louder and louder every day. Until his classmates notice how the blond has changed. Will they be able to save him before he breaks? ----- I'm not joking around because I want to. I just can't bear to see my classmates sad. I'm not smiling because I'm not hurt. I just want to make sure you guys feel better. I'm not never hurting. I just can't bother to show it anymore. It hurts. It hurts so bad. A story where Denki isn't all smiles and innocent. Where he has his own story to tell. And where a certain aggressive and explosive blond slowly but surely noticed the slight changes in behavior. ----- Ranks: #1 in kaminari #1 in Denki #1 in bakukami #1 in harm #1 in depressie #1 in Sero #2 in bakusquad #2 in bakugouxkaminari #3 in Bakugou #4 in depression #7 ik depressie #7 in angst

⚠️ TW: Physical and mental abuse⚠️ Denki has been abused for most of his life. He has tried to hide it behind a big smile and bubbly personality but on the inside, he is broken. This act won't fool people for much longer, what will happen once his friends find out? I can't say much else without ruining the story. I hope you enjoy- ace Edit: yeah, so, as this story went on it lost plot but you should still read it :3

Is kaminari the traitor? No, silly. He wanted to become a hero to protect his friends. But do they know that? (Slow build up)

This wasn't what Kaminari Denki wanted. Or was it? He couldn't tell anymore. Caught in between his friends and a family he can't just forget, he has to make a choice. But maybe he already made it, when he told Shigaraki he'd spy on UA for the League of Villains in exchange for the life and freedom of the two people he cares about the most, and his own health. He doesn't expect to be saved-he knows all too well the incompetence of the hero society. And he knows that he'll be on his own afterwards, hated by the people that have-for better or worse-changed his life forever. The saying is that lightning never strikes the same place twice, that it would take a miracle. Well, Denki's hoping it does, cause he's running out of time and options fast and he could sure as hell use a miracle right about now. I DO NOT OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA. MY HERO ACADEMIA BELONGS TO KOHEI HORIKOSHI.