Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this. Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.

Tom is a frat boy and is living with his best friends and his brother on a frat house at college. Y/N moves to Germany in university and finds herself being neighbor to these loud and flirty boys. Sooner or later some tension grows between these two . A romance begins with Y/N and Tom but it's love, hate, obsessive type of love. These two will have a lot of story to tell.

Y/N is used by the bad boy of the school Tom Kaulitz who chucks her away after having her for one night. Next time use protection. "I never liked you, get the fuck over me."

strangers 2 lovers.

A normal 2 week long camping trip that leads to a total mess after a shocking discovery. Alison Narf a popular cheerleader in a American highschool that's just about to finish her last year does something unexpectedly with a man she's never thought she'd have anything with. Tom Kaulitz the hottest and the most popular guy in the whole school goes on a camping trip with his enemy Alison Narf. The two happen to talk more freely over time in secret but hate eachother infront of their friendgroup. Soon or later the worst thing happens to Tom and Alison that neither one of them wanted to happen. This is a original story made and written by the author. It's an enemies to lovers story made by @TomKaulitz91736 (me).

Jennifer is the daughter of a famous garage owner and is destined to take over the business, but during her apprenticeship she meets the handsome Tom Kaulitz.

Back when you were in elementary and middle school you used to be very close friends with the band Tokio Hotel before fame. You and Tom have once dated back in the summer of sixth grade, all of sixth grade year and half the summer of seventeen grade but broke up when you had to move. Gustav and Bill were your best friends and Georg was your cousin but you two looked nothing alike. The day you moved was hard for your friend group but you promised them all that you would meet again soon. You started to make music to express how you feel and in 2003 you came out with your first ever hit song "SHAMELESS." (original artist is Camila Cabello.) which sky rocketed off the charts. You had so many fans and when your father found out he signed you up with the top music producer in Germany and there was your early fame back in 2003. You made so much more songs that went viral and soon your producer told you it was time to make a album so you could go on tour. your first album dropped in February of 2004 called "Mother" and every single song was about your childhood but it wasn't so obvious to other people. You started listen to Tokio Hotel, and it was so beautiful to you because Bill had finally achieved his dream and soon you became a pretty big fan of Tokio hotel although you didn't know if they remembered you or even knew about you because you've changed in appearance, voice and personality so much and your song artist name wasn't your real name. Your producer told you that you had to go for an interview on live TV and that it was your only chance to gain more fans and to become more popular but little did 14 Year old Y/N know she was about to do a shared interview with her childhood best friends, her cousin and her ex boyfriend. Will they know about you? will they be mad at you for betraying them or have they forgotten about their friend? 𝐒𝐇𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒 ★ ; Tom Kaulitz.