He never knew life could be this way, but truly if he did, he wouldn't have cared. He cared about nothing, not even himself until her. Before her, he was empty/ Before her he knew nothing of joy or completion, and this is his journey to his life After her.

Zayn Malik day dreams of a paradise that is all his own, and for some reason a women that he does not know is always there. He begins to worry that there is something wrong with him, until he meets the women in real life, and falls instantly in love. But will his feelings change? Will she be everything he expected? Will it be a perfect love story?

4 MONTHS LATER. Four months. Four months had gone by since I left. I haven't heard anything from him. I have yet to bring myself to say his name for I had no idea what it would do to me emotionally. I don’t have contact with him. Who knew where he was or what he was doing. Not one single text, phone call, or email was shared between us. Who knew if he even had the same phone number? I didn't want to find out. But then again I did. He needed to know what was going on with me. He deserved to know, even if he wasn't a part of my life anymore. I even considered calling him, telling him, and then hanging up. Gosh, I’m such a little kid. Honestly, why can’t I grow up and face the fact that he wants nothing to do with me? I’d be lying if I said I didn't miss him. I’d be lying if I said I didn't care. Of course, I lied to everyone else, but deep down I knew how I really felt. I’m sure they knew it as well, but they just want to believe it as badly as I do. But between you and me, the truth was, oddly enough, I did miss him and I did in fact, care. But I’m sure he’s moved on by now. As I should too but for some reason, I can’t bring myself to forget the person that I had fallen madly in love with, just to watch it all crumble in a heap at my feet. Austin Mahone and Brookelle Redfern have been though a lot. And since they're in love, they will put up with anything the other does. But it seems as though Brookelle has had enough of Austin's actions. When she finally realizes what's best for her, she moves back home with her parents and her twin siblings, Scarlett and Carter. While she thinks Austin doesn't want her and wants nothing to do with her, he's sitting at home thinking the exact same thing. But when things start to get out of hand for Brookelle, will she finally contact him and tell him what's going on with her? Read to find out!