My life was a mess... I know that, but that's why I did it... I finally had the courage to. but when I walked through the gates of heaven I wasn't welcome because I had caused my own death. I just missed him so much I had to do it...I couldn't get his name out of my head for those long 4 years...I just couldn't it echoed in my head...daddy.

I haven't always been like this. I got straight A's. I never skipped school or even talked back to my parents. I go to parties, but never developed bad habits. So what happened to me? Why did the leave me? When they left I was completely the opposite girl. I wasn't the Tori Adams they once knew. I was stronger. If he decides to come back, we're not going back to the start.

~*random poems*~