After suffering abuse at the hands of his father, experiencing a huge loss, and being thrown into foster care along with his younger sister, teenage boy Thomas Aguiar has been put through hell, and can't imagine a life without pain. Even after escaping the abuse, in his head, he still can't escape from his father's words. ------ Total Word Count - 12,835 Words Completed - No ------ The Following Trigger Warnings May Apply to Some Or All Chapters- Referenced/Mentioned Child Abuse, Implied Homicide, Mentioned/Referenced Self Harm, References and Descriptions of Eating Disorders