Alexander knows he loves Laurens. He also knows that he is straight and only has a platonic relationship with Laurens. He does not think about the taste of Laurens' lips, the soft curls of his hair framing his honey-drop freckles, the curve and snap of the muscles under his skin, or the region under his breeches he wouldn't dare say even under the cover of his thoughts. He loves John Laurens, but not like that, ya know? I mean, come on, there's no way he's gay in a time where that could get you killed, where he's a public political figure, where he's a proud American soldier, where he could die any second (thanks to the time period and his mouth), or where he's married to Elizabeth Schuyler. So, shut up, okay. It's not gonna happen. Ever. In conclusion, go to hell. . . . Follows the musical like a timeline. Basically, how I imagine Lams would have been able to occur during the OG time period.

Lin Manuel Miranda High is one of the top schools in New York, only the very intelligent (and the very rich) are able to attend. But what happens when the school decides to start a scholarship program? Alexander Hamilton, Lafayette, and the Schuyler sisters, have to adjust to the new foster kid. John Laurens. When George Washington decides to take in Laurens, Alexander and Lafayette then have a new foster brother. But Laurens happens to be part of a series of unfortunate events. Ships: Hamiliza, Jeggy, and briefly Angelica/Lafayette. Warnings: Angst, and a whole lot of it. Abuse. Abandonment. Bullying, and more. I will try to put a warning in front of each chapter. No smut and no swearing cause my parents would kill me. Credit for the cover and chapter banners goes to @whatifiwasanonion.

A oneshot book based on life the events after 'The Leader's Son!' Join Alexander Hamilton Washington as he tries to live his teenage years as normal as possible. He still has a lot to learn, but he's ready to take on the world.

HEEEYYY!!! I DO NOT OWN THE ART!!! CREDITS TO THE ARTIST! THIS IS A MASTERPIECE! So, credits to everyone I'm gonna be basings stories of. Sorry if I 'stole' your things, I really didn't mean to. (I don't know how to message you and I have a little social anxiety.) There's only angst in this, cuz I can't write fluff. Enjoy!

1789: Thomas Jefferson returns from France and meets Alexander Hamilton for the first time. It's hatred at first sight, but it will eventually change into something none of them would ever have imagined. Set in the 18th century, the two political enemies will have to overcome their own fears and to hide their love, while trying to build their new nation. (Jamilton / past Lams) ***And then it happened. Jefferson looked away from Burr for just a second and fixed his eyes on Alexander's. Alex's heart stopped and he felt his blood running cold into his veins - what should he do? Should he nonchalantly walk out of that damned alley, or run away, or what? He was trying to think fast, but in the end he just stayed there, frozen on his spot by Jefferson's smug stare. For what it seemed to be a lifetime, Thomas's brown eyes held his gaze, tying Alexander's blue, wide eyes to his, reading his very soul like an open book. Then, he winked and turned to Burr again, acting as if nothing had happened. Alex abruptly retreated into the deep shadows of the alley, breathing hard and sweating as if he'd just had an epiphany. Five seconds. Just five insignificant seconds and his world had been turned upside down.*** Cover picture credits to --> hello.im.jade on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/hello.im.jade/

Seventeen-year-old Alexander Hamilton should feel lucky. He should feel lucky that he survived the hurricane and the illness he and his mother had when he was twelve. He should feel lucky that he has a family now, an adoptive one at that. He doesn't. His traumatic childhood still haunts him day and night and Hamilton swore to himself to never befriend or to come close to anyone, for fear he may lose them. But when Hamilton arrives at King's High, all of that changes. He meets the dashing, charming, handsome blue-eyed John Laurens and instantly befriends him. But after his recent break up with his girlfriend Martha Manning, Laurens learns his father will be visiting him and expects Laurens to be with Martha, possibly even engaged to her. So, panicked, Laurens asks Hamilton to be his fake girlfriend because Hamilton looked "feminine" enough. Hamilton agrees nonetheless but little did they know, will the two teens actually become helpless for each other. (First book of The Helpless Trilogy)

Alexander Hamilton is tired of feeling broken. He wants to start over, forget his past and have a fresh, new beginning at college. Then he meets John Laurens, who is a dorky, lovable goofball that also wants to get away from who he used to be. But things in the past don't always stay in the past. And promises are meant to be broken... ...Right? Warnings in the first chapter | #1 | #purging | #1 | #offense

[LAMS college AU] John Laurens, an ordinary South Carolinian college student, makes an online friend named AnotherScottishTragedy. He assumes that this boy is just like him, just an ordinary college student with an ordinary life. When John discovers that his online friend is the famous writer Alexander Hamilton, he is starstruck. He is amazed that someone as brilliant as Alexander would want to be friends with him. But when John's feelings for Alexander begin to go beyond friendship, things take a turn for the worst. John can't love Alex, can he? Because Alex is too good for him, isn't he?