⚠️WARNING: THIS BOOK IS MATURE⚠️ This story contains - longer chapters than most fanfics - sex - blood/abuse - violence - medical words - difficult words like 'svelte' - music [which will never be necessary to understand the book] . . . BLURB: Derek's catches Addison cheating on him with Finn. Finn is Derek's identical twin. Derek leaves NY and moves into the trailer in Seattle. Upon meeting Meredith, he starts to have panic attacks in his sleep. In his dreams, Derek meets his subconscious. Meredith helps Derek through his problems. . . . Tiktok + Instagram: goldempaddy . . . [I did not think that i had to type this but: anyone who makes fun of (rudely) or begins name calling in the cmt section will loose my respect and the respect of all my tiktok and instagram fans]

Merder one shots - lots of fluff

Meredith and Derek are high school teachers and suddenly something changes in their lives

so based in season 13 of greys. Patrick and Jill just divorced and ellen divorced Chris a month ago. Patrick didn't know and so he goes to Ellen's house. Talula, Darby, Sullivan, and Stella are all in this book. And um yeah

⚠️TW: there's SA in this story. So if you're not comfortable I don't suggest reading this. What if there was a more specific reason as to why Derek was never there in their marriage with Addison. "I can call the police anytime." "I wouldn't do that if I were you," he leaned forward, placing his elbows on his knees as a sign of him getting serious. "Oh you wouldn't," Meredith smiled. "No," he raised an eyebrow. "Because not only will you get me in trouble you'd be endangering yourself and your family." He was dead serious now. Side characters: Ellis Grey (she never got Alzheimer's and is now Chief of Surgery) Richard Webber (even though Ellis is here he is still with Adele) Addison Montgomery Mark Sloan Cristina Yang Izzy Stevens Alex Karev George O'Malley Preston Burke Callie Torres Arizona Robbins Lexi Grey Amelia Shepherd

A better understanding of the 4x01 breakup sex between Meredith Grey and Derek Shepherd that delves into her inability to commit and his need for stability.

Derek being the head of a mafia gang and Meredith living her best life as a stay at home mom of her 3 children, Ellis, Bailey, and Zola. Warning! This story contains sex, alcohol, and slapping/ bondage