A romance story with Tom Kaulitz for all the delulu people. Also a little smut through out the story ;)

|| 𝗡𝗼𝘃𝗮 𝗥𝗮𝗲 || 𝗧𝗼𝗺 𝗞𝗮𝘂𝗹𝗶𝘁𝘇 || Best friends, ever since they were practically in the womb, both of their moms grew up together. After a couple of faulty marriages, they decided to move both families into one house. They spent their summers at the ice cream shop, working together. What happens, when Nova meets a guy? What if Nova, was inexperienced in that department? "𝗬𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱, 𝗶'𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿." ✰ ✰ ✰ || 𝗢𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗥 𝗛𝗔𝗟𝗙 ||

"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

𝐘/𝐍 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐆𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.

This book is a mix of my first book, him and I and my hell. So if you didn't read those then I'll just explain what each one is. My first book is based of him and I the song as they both are so In love but things ruin it for them in teenage years till a few later they are married and my hell is based if mln, it's just like mln but less of the sexual things,all the explicit stuff ect. ⚠️contains stuff such as, murder,self-harm,suicidal attempts,smut,rape. These things won't occur till chap 19 and on⚠️ This book has been read through and should be up to date with everything. "I picked her body up and pulled it close to me as I felt tears swell up in my eyes. I looked up to see the girls screaming in pain as they had been shot but Lilly wasn't responding. "Lils don't die on me please" "Lilly" "LILLY" "LILLY JUSY WAKE THE FUCK UP" I felt my eyes get wet from tears as I yelled in pain. "LILLY" I yelled as bill put his arm around me, my hands were covered in blood, her blood."

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.