She was never meant to be his. But destiny doesn't ask for permission. Meet Fatima Zahra, 22 years old. A radiant soul-loving, beautiful, full of life. An extrovert with a warm heart, she wears joy like a second skin. But behind her laughter lies a quiet strength and a deep sense of responsibility. Then there's Umar-33, calm and composed. Gentle by nature, yet strikingly handsome in a way that makes silence feel louder around him. An introvert, thoughtful and kind, carrying the weight of loss with quiet grace. Umar was her cousin. Her brother-in-law. Her sister Haneefa's husband. That was-until tragedy took Haneefa away, leaving behind their two-month-old twins, Anam and Anim-and a void too large to fill. When Fatima is forced into marrying Umar to help raise her sister's children, her world begins to unravel. The man she once looked up to like an older brother becomes her husband. And with that, everything changes. She didn't choose this life. But maybe... fate did. How do you love someone you were never meant to love? How do you find peace when guilt holds your heart hostage? And what if... love dares to grow where pain once lived? In a story where duty blurs with destiny, and heartbreak dances with hope, Fatima must navigate grief, forbidden emotions, and the quiet pull of Qadr-the divine will she never saw coming. Fatima never dreamed of a life like this. But sometimes, the hardest stories... are the ones written by destiny. And sometimes, the person you're not supposed to love -is the only one who can make your broken heart beat again. Now the questions remain... Can you choose love when it feels like betrayal? Can your heart bloom in the shadow of another woman's memory-especially when that woman was your sister? Is this sacrifice? Or is it fate-disguised as pain? Will she ever truly love him? Will he ever see her as his wife, not just the mother of his children? Well.. There's only one way to find out.

Ummi why do you despise me so much? Is it because of my condition? Ummi I didn't make myself blind. Allah made me who I am and it's not because he loves my siblings and doesn't love me. Ummi if I should accept my condition as qadr why can't you? Affan I hate you, you are blind. You can't see the world. You bring bad luck to the family. You are worthless. Why do you keep pursuing your career? Blind men shouldn't hope to become a better person. You should stay at home eat, sleep and stop thinking of living like normal humans do. You don't have a future. Affan, I will never accept what happened to you as Qadr. I wish you would just die because You are worthless. Do you believe in qadr? Would you accept whatever bad happen to you as qadr? This question goes to my readers

Thinking about it , 2022 was the year ive learned the most in , things that may seem simple to others but important to me , it was the year i started overcoming my depression,social anxiety and decided to start healing so it was a painful year yet ,its the one that have helped me become who i am today and there's a long way for me to learn and become the best version i could because im aware of my potential and you should be too. (Book will be finished in tuesday)

When his first love rejected him Hassan took it personal, he wanted her so bad, while for Rahma love was never a priority she was scared of the pain and wounds it would cause her just like her past did.... But Hassan wanted to heal her and in return he wanted her and her love

//ғʟᴏᴡᴇʀs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs: ᴘᴏᴇᴛʀʏ ʙᴏᴏᴋ// ᴛʜɪs ʙᴏᴏᴋ ɪs ᴀ ᴄᴏʟʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ᴏғ sʜᴏʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ᴘᴏᴇᴍs/Thoughts/Quotes ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ᴄᴏɴᴠᴇʏ ᴍʏ/ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ's ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴀɴᴅ ʟɪғᴇ sɪᴛᴜᴀᴛɪᴏɴs/ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛs. sᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀs ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴇ ᴛᴏ ɪᴛ. (I recommend you to read from the end so that you don't have to see ads. It has random thoughts and feelings so no need to read from first only. You may read from the latest part) Fʟᴏᴡᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ʙʟᴏᴏᴍɪɴG ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ ɪs sʜɪɴɪɴɢ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ʙʟᴏᴏM ᴡʜᴇɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɪᴛ ɪs ʀᴀɪɴɪɴ ᴘᴇᴛᴀʟs ᴏғ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ-ғʟᴏᴡᴇR ᴅᴀɴᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇ-sʜᴏᴡᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛʏ ᴏғ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ғʟᴏᴡᴇʀs, ᴇᴍᴘᴏᴡᴇʀS ᴘᴜʙʟɪsʜᴇᴅ sɪɴᴄᴇ : 7 ᴊᴜʟʏ 2020 sᴛᴀᴛᴜs: Completed ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇɴᴊᴏʏ ɪᴛ! ᴛʜᴀɴᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴡɪᴛʜ ❤ ʀʏᴀɴ .................. Top rankings: #3 in #poetry #4 in #deepthinking #2 in #deeppoetry #3 in #wordsofwisdom #2 in #darkpoetry #1 in #happypoems #1 in #lifequotes #10 in #deepthoughts #4 in #poesia #3 in #shortpoems #9 in #poembook #9 in #poetrycollection

A collection of quotes and proses that will help you to find yourself 💞 This is my first book so please do vote for the chapters you like and also leave your feedbacks via comments. I would love to hear from you.

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💔 The Boy Mama Warned Me About By Naylah Abdul "Between what is right and what I want... I chose him." Hanifa umar wali a 19 year old is the perfect daughter calm, brilliant, and raised in a loving Arewa home in Kaduna. When she gets admitted to Nile University, Abuja, her only plan is to study law and make her parents proud. Her mother's final words echo in her heart: "Don't let any boy get into your head. They will try. They will come with sweet mouth, with big cars and fake promises. Don't let any of them disgrace you." But one night changes everything. Dragged to a house party by her wild roommate zainab , Hanifa walks into a world she never imagined loud music, red cups, Abuja rich kids... and him. Zaid Khalil Abdullahi . 24 year old , temperamental, and terrifyingly silent. The rich bad boy everyone either wants or fears. And the one person who looks at Hanifa like he sees through her soul. She wasn't supposed to notice him. He wasn't supposed to care. But some warnings come too late. And some boys... are exactly what Mama warned you about.

Rhea has always been the forgotten twin - quieter, softer, never enough. But when her sister decides to back out days before a powerful arranged marriage, everything changes. Now Rhea must take her place, wearing her name, stepping into a life built on lies... and into the arms of Damian Voss - a man who sees too much and trusts too little.