Regulus has always been cold. it's in his nature. but he can't help but melt at the sight of his brothers best friend, James Flemont Potter. the golden boy. gryfindors seeker. what is he to do?

Complete He wasn't expecting it to hurt as much, being in love with a man that doesn't love you back.

Complete It shouldn't hurt this much, it was fake anyway. Just passing the time in a way that could benefit both of them. None of it was real. It was all just a pretty lie

Why? Regulus kept thinking. Why did I have to fall for someone like James? Someone so loud and obnoxious, so attention seeking, someone so utterly out of my league. Really? My brothers best friend? Plus everything going on at home, could things be more confusing? Regulus almost wants to hit James most times. Would these feeling ever leave? If not, could James ever return his affection? Does Regulus even deserve to be loved? He's not much of a lovable person... What Regulus doesn't know, is that James will do whatever it takes for Regulus to know that he is. -------------------------- (Fan art I use is not mine, unless I say it is) None of these characters are mine either btw. Sorry if storyline gets choppy, I'm just making it up as I go basically, and I sometimes forget the things I've already written. I have ideas for the future, and I'm basically just filling in the gaps. Also sorry if my writing style changes ever so slightly, first time writing a fan fiction, so there's lots of room for improvement, especially in the first chapters. Also the story line kind of involved Regulus hanging out with the Marauders a lot, but not becoming one. He will become an Animagus though. Warning for suicidal thoughts, slightly suicidal actions, self abusive thoughts or whatever, Barty being invasive (sorry) mention of rape, Walburga's A+ parenting skills, child abuse, and just some drama here and there.. Anyway enjoy! :P

THIS IS A MATURE BUT IM NOT PUTTING IT AS THAT SO MORE PEOPLE DISCOVER MY STORY Hi, um, this is my first story. It will most likely have horible grammar and probably wont be good. Also I may forget about it for a few days so it may take time to update ⚠️TW⚠️ this shouldnt be a tw but as there are so many dumb fucking homophobes i dont want any of them to be on any of my content so, mlm + wlw relationships Taking pills Sh Sûičidâl thoughts Smut/fluff(?) S3xua1 A$$u1t Abuse Panic attacks Mild(?) cursing Homophobic slur IF YOU ARE RACIST HOMOPHOBIC OR ANYTHING ELSE THEN RESPECTFULLY GET THE FUCK OFF ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME ships: Jegulus Wolfstar Marylily Dorlene I think that's all I'M NOT TO GIVE CREDIT TO JK ROWLING

wassup I do whatever tf I want I post whenever tf I want So yeah. the first few parts are ass, the writing slowly gets better ~3 of the parts are not updates~ -I DONT OWN THESE CHARACTERS-

This is a Jegulus fanfiction. None of the art is mine. All characters belong to she-who-mustn't-be-named. ⚠️TW⚠️, to many things