I screwed up. I mean, really screwed up. I don't remember a time where I haven't screwed up, but this feels like I've gone past the point of no return. I've always thought that people wouldn't care. Wouldn't care if I suddenly dissappeared off the face of the earth. They wouldn't care if I was being beaten senseless on the ground. No one has ever cared, and I don't believe they ever will. Not really. Sometimes people just need a reminder. A reminder that they're worth it and that they're not alone. Some people just need a person they can trust. Some people are just so far gone that there's no saving them. How sad it is that I'm one of the latter. --- Trigger warnings: self harm, suicidal thoughts/attempt, depression, abusive parents, trauma, abuse, self destruction etc.

One fight. One reckless word. That's all it takes to shatter the fragile balance between love and heartbreak. Exhausted from tour, Bang Chan lets his temper slip-and says something that cuts deeper than he realizes. You run, leaving only silence in your wake. But silence doesn't heal-it festers. When desperate apologies clash with guarded walls, when the world's eyes turn against you, can love survive the weight of regret and the chaos that follows?

"I can take care of myself! I don't need your charity! " "you have a fever. I need to-" "don't touch me with your filthy hands!" "listen here, you little bitch. I don't like you either, but I'm not going to let you suffer when I can do something about it. So shut the fuck up and let me do something about it."

"T-target practice? Like... with guns?" "Well... sometimes we use knives too." ﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉﹉ 𝘌𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘷𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘥𝘫. : 𝘷𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴, 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 ,, 𝘢 𝘴𝘬𝘻 𝘮𝘢𝘧𝘪𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤 - 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥: 𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘤𝘩 2020 -𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥: 𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 2023 -𝘩𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘵 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴: [#1 in kpop] [#1 in straykidsmafia] [#1 in hwang] [#1 in hanjisung] [#1 in leefelix] [#2 in skzmafia] [#2 in seochangbin] [#3 in mafiaau] [#3 in kimseungmin] [#4 in hyunjin] [#4 in fanfiction] [#4 in skz] [#5 in stray] [#7 in hwanghyunjin] [#7 in stay] [#20 in straykids]

*just a disclaimer this was my first attempt at a full length fanfic all those years ago so it's pretty bad,,, Y/N is rather cringy and annoying so I'd advise you to tread with caution,,, thank you for checking this out though!! (If you're interested my other stories are way better,,,) Bangchanxreader Soulmate au Soulmate necklaces were such a common occurrence, that it wasn't a surprise that it was your soulmate connection. you felt that you were quite an average person, with an average personality and average looks. You felt like your necklace was the most unique thing about you, other necklaces you had seen were all normal shapes usually split cleanly down the middle, but yours was meant to be a circle, it wasn't split straight down the middle, the pendants edges were jagged, almost as if it was cracked on impact, not carefully cut like the others. The color of the pendent was a rich forest green,a color as vibrant as the green leaves outside after a down pour of rain, you had grown to love the color seeing as you had the necklace with you at all times. All soulmate necklaces had their own unique trait to connect you and your soulmate along with getting warmer the closer you are and colder the farther apart the two of you were. Yours was quite diverse depending on how you or your soulmate were feeling, you could feel each others heartbeats when you touched the necklace or on more rare occasions you could hear each other's voices. You wondered how you could miss someone without even knowing them yet. Started: 31/10/18 Ended: 03/01/19

"You're so lame." Alexander comments as he walks into the kitchen. "Shut up, I don't care." I scoff as I continue to make myself a sandwich. "You know, maybe guys will notice you more once you stop wearing your father's clothes." He teases and at that moment, I turn around to face him and give him a fuming glare. "Leave me alone." I hiss through gritted teeth before storming out of the kitchen, leaving behind my sandwich. ✕❤︎✕❤︎✕❤︎ A 16 year old girl named Courtney is not your average teenager. She buys her clothes from the men's section and only has two friends. But not for long. Her mother gets proposed by a wealthy man and she is forced to live with the school's biggest player. Unfortunately for her, he doesn't know how to mind his own business...unless he's with a girl. 1 girl, 1 boy, 1 marriage, 1 confusing relationship. ✕❤︎✕❤︎✕❤︎ ©2015, Kim Herz

(you can also read as a stand alone book) "Truth or dare?" Stella Davis, an independent girl with epilepsy, is determined to keep her heart locked away. Cameron Clark, the cocky, rich captain of the basketball team, is used to getting what he wants - except for Stella, who swears she would never kiss him. When they're forced to be partners for a class project, the tension between them becomes undeniable, and Cameron's challenge is to prove that even the most stubborn hearts can be won. As their game of truth or dare unfolds, both are forced to confront their fears, secrets, and the possibility of something deeper. started January 2nd - finished March 6

A Shodimu Sophia, Dream_writer11, novel HIGHEST RANKING: #1 IN BADASS #1 IN HUMOUR #1 IN ABUSE #1 IN PRANKSTER #1 IN LOVESTORY #1 IN PAINED #4 IN HIGHSCHOOL #10 IN ROMANCE #10 IN TEENFICTION A story of a high school girl who has endured a lifetime of abuse. She finds herself entangled in a school where a notorious prankster, who happens to be a wealthy player, reigns supreme. When he pranks her, she fearlessly retaliates, sparking an unexpected romance. Diana Kent After the tragic death of her father, she was forced to live with her mother. Depression wasn't the best state for the young widow as she inflicted all the pain on her teenage daughter. She ignored all her duties as a mother and it became the responsibility of the child. Dylan Kings Bluefall's popular prankster and ladies man, Dylan Kings had all every child his age could wish for. Money, looks, luxury. He was popularly known for pulling pranks on people for the sake of fun. After making a huge mistake by pulling a prank on a nerd and hoping to get away with it, she became the first and only person to plot a revenge against him. Two different lives meet for the sake of a prank. Find out in pranking the prank king.

when jyp made a huge decision he was unsure of, only to reveal the start of something amazing *bad language* *very bad writing i'm so sorry* *ex-member k*m w**jin will be edited out soon enough. i don't have much free time recently but i'll try to edit him out* -lowercase intended -start date : 19/11/2018 -end date : highest ranks : #1 leeknow #1 kimseungmin