After the tragic murder of her parents, Lillian Claremont and her brother Nick move in with their cousin Ashton who lives in New York City. They're looking for a fresh start. A new life. With little knowledge of the city, the Claremont siblings pay heavy reliance on their cousin to show them the ropes. This leads Lillian's life to change drastically as she is introduced to the dangerous world of street racing, which is a major hotspot for people like the infamous Tom Kaulitz. A well respected Mafia leader who rules the underworld. But with that respect, also comes an immense amount of fear that the civilians of New York have for him. He is cruel and heartless, drives a sexy car, and always has a girl by his side. The last kind of man Lillian would ever dream of involving herself with. However, Tom will do anything he can to make her his. In which secrets will be uncovered, along with truths to her past she so desperately wants to keep hidden under the surface. DISCLAIMER: Despite being inspired by My Living Nightmare, this book does not contain any sexual or physical assault, nor does it condone and romanticise it.

**in the process of being remastered** "𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐢 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 - 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬. 𝐢'𝐦 𝐝𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞." in which a girl finds herself fallen in love with tokyo's most notorious gang leader. heavily inspired by "my living nightmare" by winternightz. lowercase intended. achievements: #1 in #tomkaulitz - 02/18/2024 #2 in #gustavschafer - 02/18/2024 #3 in #kaulitztwins - 03/01/2024 #1 in #tokiohotel - 05/14/2024 #1 in #tom - 05/20/2024 #4 in #billkaulitz - 07/20/2024 #1 in #kaulitz - 09/05/2024 #1 in #tokio - 09/24/2024 #1 in #2010s - 10/09/2024 #1 in #georg - 08/02/2025 18+ @kttyktt, all rights reserved.

a story about an abused female, hunted down and stalked by her ex. yet having no idea she was going to be the love interest of a dangerous man who will save her.

Alana moved from the uk to Germany and within a few days she was kidnapped by a gang of killers. TW: smut, rape, abduction, gangs, slavery, guns, violence etc.

Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

(HIATUS) "𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐝" "she's not gonna fall at your feet like every other girl tom." "well i'm gonna damm well try ."' "𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞" When a overly cocky guitarist, met his match, the daughter of a famous dead rocker, what will happen when she doesn't fall at his feet like every other girl he meets. (tom kaulitz ) TW: mentions of abuse, drugs, depression, anxiety

The only thing in common between Tom and Millie is their love for cars! But that would soon change..

Marina Mendez just had to move to a new school. In Germany. In the middle of the school year. She rolled her eyes as she huffed out a breath, dragging her feet down the hallway, being late. She grabbed onto her classroom's doorknob and yanked it open unceremoniously. She stepped out in front of her classroom while her teacher just glared at her. She gave him a petty smile and introduced herself. She realized she probably wasn't giving the best first impression: she was dragging her bag by the strap and she was lazily shifting back and forth on her feet. As she looked around the class flippantly she crossed eyes with a fucking cute ass guy. Cute as in she forgot where she was for a sec. she quickly diverted her eyes and made her way to the only available seat. Coincidentally next to HIM. Great.

Inspired by "my living nightmare" Tully is persuaded by her best friend to vacation in Tokyo Japan for summer. It's then she meets the infamous gang/mafia member Tom Kaulitz. When the first interaction doesn't go as planned it will change her life forever. There will be scenes of violence which could be triggering but if you enjoyed my living nightmare you can survive anything.