back story : its 2007 , y/n just moved to LA where she meets up with her online bestfriend ( Ivy ) for the first time. Ivy and y/n get invited to a party , y/n finally gets introduced to Ivy's boyfriend. And damn his friend is hot.. tw : this story includes smut!!

I'm gonna keep this description very faint as to not spoil anything for you ;) you go and see your fav band tokio hotel and everything goes as planned... little did you know that 4 months later you'd end up colab/ing with them!! as the drama unfolds you spiral deeper and deeper into addiction and the band helps your journey against it ALSO IN THIS STORY THE CHARACTERS ARE 17-18-19 YEARS OLD ONLY READ IF UR 18+ Also this was written quickly so pls say if you spot mistakes *I've stopped writing for a while cos I've got shit going on so I'm taking a break but I'll finish the story when I can*

My bully Tom kaulitz bully me every day it gets worse every day i want to kill myself, but i love Tom since we met i tried to not like him but i can't i love him so much. I made a friend this year Bill Tom's brother. I started talking to Bill a lot, and my friend Isabella got jealous?