He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

A sequel to My Living Nightmare. The black nothingness that now enveloped my soul was the only thing that seemed to keep me going. The thought of him imprinted on my brain was a cruel reminder of the place which I had come. Was I really destined to die alone? Was I really meant to keep on living in this fucked up world without him? The days felt like weeks, time would pass so slowly it was almost unbearable. Being stuck in this nightmare on a continuous loop, was it ever going to change? He may not be a good man, hell...he was the one to get me into this mess, but he loved me and I loved him and that I would take to my grave. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors)

Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

Il a fallu que ma vie soit encrée dans un magnifique mensonge. Chaque seconde et chaque instant cache une vérité bien trop souvent cruelle. Je l'ai attendu et il est venu à moi. Il ne me lâchera pas, jamais il ne m'abandonnerait... serait-ce une malédiction ou une bénédiction ? Je n'en ai aucune idée, mais je savais qu'il voulait ma sécurité et que j'étais son ange. Un ange déchue et déchiré par le passé, les mains sanglantes et le cœur en furie. Merci d'être venue me chercher, merci à tous ces anges passagers d'avoir veillé sur moi depuis tout ce temps où je vendais mon âme au diable. Mais il est temps que je vous oublie.

Ein Mädchen, frisch von der Highschool. Sie stammt ursprünglich aus New York und zog ganz alleine in die große, muffige Stadt L.A. Sie wollte unbedingt ihrem giftigen Zuhause entkommen. Kurz nachdem sie sich niedergelassen hat, trifft sie ihn. Das Monster, das ihr Leben und ihr Selbstwertgefühl ruinieren und sie in Nichts stürzen würde, getarnt als Heilmittel für ihr Trauma. Sie war brillant, aber nicht brillant genug, um nicht in die Arme dessen zu fallen, was die Hölle selbst zu sein schien. Und so beginnt die kranke, verdrehte Liebesgeschichte.

Zalia Klein, uma garota orgulhosa e confusa sobre seus pensamentos e atos, vivia tranquilamente na Alemanha seguindo sua vida sem a atenção dos pais ou algum adulto. Ela nunca acreditou em amor verdadeiro ou que alguém algum dia poderia ama-la e fizeste com que sentisse uma confusão quando se tocava na palavra amor. Após ir em uma discoteca, a garota acaba conhecendo Bill Kaulitz, o vocalista da banda em que sua amiga era apaixonada, porém mais tarde ela conheceria Tom, o irmão gêmeo de Bill que faria com que um romance iniciasse Mas como um romance pode acontecer quando duas pessoas são exatamente iguais? E em vez de amor, existe apenas ódio?

Emily is 20 turning 21 in a few days which just so happens to be the same day as the tokio hotel concert. A little birthday magic is in the air as her biggest fantasy comes true (Lots of smut 🌶️🌶️🌶️) Edit- lots of feedback is always welcomed. I'd love to know your thoughts. This story is completed but if you enjoyed there is a second story in the process of being written. Check it out on my page. (Ever so lucky for him (TOM KAULITZ) my second story is a enemies to lovers trope that follows the same storyline!

This is the continuation to the books "My Living Nightmare" and "A Beautiful Lie" by @winternightz so if you haven't read those books there's no point in reading this. (You can find them in my reading list) Just like the other two books, this one also has sensitive content. So many people are mad that the book gets no more updates (same) so I decided to continue this story I will try to write in the style of @winternightz but of course I won't always be able to do it 100% the same since it's not my own story. And my very last info for you is english is not my first language so don't be too hard on me. Enjoy reading :)