"𝑪𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒏𝒂𝒎𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒆 𝒐𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒚" Pearl Bellini, 20 years old. Her life has never been easy, she suffered from a very young age, in which she lived with her parents from whom she felt like she couldn't escape. She felt lost, hopeless, as she finds herself kicked out from her parents' house, after going through terrible months and a survived suicide attempt. Luckily, she finds help within her best friend, Bill Kaulitz, who lets her stay at his and his brother's house, a giant villa near the breath-taking Hollywood. However, what she shared with Bill's brother, Tom Kaulitz, is much more than just a house. Drugs, alcohol, fame, is what surrounded the law-student Pearl, a girl who never thought she belonged to the world, who thought she was a mistake. Will Tom be her peace, will she find her love in the big city of Los Angeles, or will she lose herself once again? ⚠️this story is for the most part just fictional, but some of the main events were based on things that actually happened to me during my 21 years. This story talks about love, hope, friendship, forgiveness, but also suicide, SA, drugs, addiction. I initially wrote just as some sort of relief for myself, but I really wanted to share with the world my thoughts and my brain, hope you enjoy About Pearl: she's American-Italian, she has blond hair and straight for the most part, with bangs, hazel eyes, about 167 cm tall. Nose piercing, belly piercing, vertical labret hoop piercing. About 11 tattoos (you'll see?). Also, English is not my first language, so sorry for any grammatical mistake.

My life wasn't the best, but it wasn't bad. I think it could have stayed that way. I would have been okay with that. And then one night, I met him. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes that could make any girl do anything, be anything for him. There was this.. darkness to him. You couldn't help but let yourself be absorbed by it, or by the idea of him. You sort of just hope that you never have to go back to a life where he doesn't exist. Until you realize that you're no longer living a life you want. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. And forever may not be the best. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel #1 August 19-September 26, 2025: #Kaulitztwins

"I'm His Obsession" a story about an 18 year old girl who travel to Japan on vacation, more specifically to Tokyo the city known for the best street car racing with her 3 best friends. On that trip she ends up meeting a guy, she rejects him not knowing that was her biggest mistake in her life. She became his obsession and he wasn't going to give up until he has her all to himself. He was the head of the car race meets in Tokyo but little did she know that was just a cover up of what he really was. He saves her life plenty of times especially from a guy thats been haunting her down for 3 years. (This story was INSPIRED by "My Living Nightmare")

In the heart of Tokyo's underworld, Veronica found herself at a crossroads, faced with a choice that could either lead her to the most dangerous love affair of her life or plunge her into a world of chaos and darkness. Tom Kaulitz was a man with a soft spot, but that didn't make him any less formidable in a city where power and danger lurked around every corner. This is a slightly different version of My Living Nightmare, same characters just different names for Georg and Gustav. Justin-Georg George- Gustav Warning: explicit and violence Trigger warning: sexual content, sensitive topics, murder, cutting, assault, gun violence,abuse,sh,substance abuse. Credit to original writer: winternitz, My Living Nightmare

After the tragic murder of her parents, Lillian Claremont and her brother Nick move in with their cousin Ashton who lives in New York City. They're looking for a fresh start. A new life. With little knowledge of the city, the Claremont siblings pay heavy reliance on their cousin to show them the ropes. This leads Lillian's life to change drastically as she is introduced to the dangerous world of street racing, which is a major hotspot for people like the infamous Tom Kaulitz. A well respected Mafia leader who rules the underworld. But with that respect, also comes an immense amount of fear that the civilians of New York have for him. He is cruel and heartless, drives a sexy car, and always has a girl by his side. The last kind of man Lillian would ever dream of involving herself with. However, Tom will do anything he can to make her his. In which secrets will be uncovered, along with truths to her past she so desperately wants to keep hidden under the surface. DISCLAIMER: Despite being inspired by My Living Nightmare, this book does not contain any sexual or physical assault, nor does it condone and romanticise it.

Lucian Lancaster is known as one of the most feared mafia bosses in all of Europe. Everywhere he goes, security follows, he has zero weaknesses and feels no remorse for anybody. One of the many reasons why it was so hard to find a weak stop to overthrow him in any way. Except one weakness, his daughter. Juliette has been kept a secret, hidden from the public eye who her father truly was. For her safety, as well as her father's reputation. 19 years she has been forced to lie that father died in a car accident. In constant battle, Lucian and his great enemy, Tom kaulitz, fight to be the most vile they could be. To prove to be the most cruel and dangerous, in order to learn the secrets and weaknesses of Tom Kaulitz, Lucian forces his daughter to go under the wing of Tom, to spy. Nobody would ever known her real identity, there no record of her fathers true identity as well, or so Lucian thought. Juliette and Tom had absolutely nothing in common, she despised him and her father. But what will happen when Juliette realizes she had fallen for her own father's enemy? What will Tom think when he finds out the truth about Juliette? What about when Juliette finds out about toms true intentions? read to find out...

Here is part 2 of my living nightmare! This story is not mine but that of @Winternightz, I just translated it into french always with my own words so that the reading is as understandable as possible! (This story is from @Naisniss I just translated it in English so you could understand it!)

And I who thought that I would find the fragments of my life at his side, I who thought that we were linked. I've lived a lie for way too long, and I relize my mistake, my mistakes. I am yours Tom Kaulitz, whether you like it or not, even if this feeling is forgotten, it's yours. So fuck don't let me down. I know they're all gone, but I'm here, I'm here for you forever. Tome.3 - The Forgotten Feeling Naisniss (this is a English version of The Forgotten Feeling by Naisniss)

Luna and her best friend,Mario,decided to move to Tokyo since their hometown Switzerland was boring and they wanted to start a new life. Everything goes as planned but suddenly the most dreaded man in Tokyo casts an eye on Luna. How will everything go after this? Let's find out! ⬇️ A love story between the feared Mafia Boss(Tom Kaulitz) and a fragile girl(Luna Keller).

Inspired by "my living nightmare" Tully is persuaded by her best friend to vacation in Tokyo Japan for summer. It's then she meets the infamous gang/mafia member Tom Kaulitz. When the first interaction doesn't go as planned it will change her life forever. There will be scenes of violence which could be triggering but if you enjoyed my living nightmare you can survive anything.