Before Meredith Grey became a doctor, before Olivia Benson became an SVU detective, two people unwanted by their mothers struggle with the reality that some things never change, and the only thing that can change is themselves.

Olivia's struggle to survive after Lewis attacked her. *This is triggering. Do not read if you can't handle it.*

The one confession we've all been waiting for.... Elliot finally asks 'what happened whilst I've been gone?' Set after 24x04

Olivia gets kidnapped and tortured by The Beast while someone from her past returns. After recovering from her rape, the beast makes a comeback and seeks one thing: vengeance. Olivia meets someone worst than W. Lewis and does what she can to survive. However, things take a turn when a new guy gets attached.. When the beast seeks vengeance and strikes again will she make it out? Will there be a bigger threat? Things only get harder as someone the squad trusts throws them off the path to finding her and one of their own turn against them.

When Amanda Rollins falls pregnant how fast will things start to unravel? With unexpected visits from the past and with a troubling future ahead of her, how bad can things get for Amanda? When she finally comes face to face with all of her worst nightmares will things turn out the way they are planned or will everything spiral out of control? (Slow burn Rollisi) *-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-* Disclaimer: Contains themes of rape and assault. Also contains swearing. Please do not read if these are things that you are uncomfortable with.