PHILOPHOBIA - a fear of love - [BxB] (COMPLETED) <×~×~×~×~×> "Why won't you just love me? Ganun naba ako ka walang kwenta para di mo ma value yung mga efforts, sacrifices at hirap ko para mahalin ka Ri?" saad ni Azreil. "No! Manahimik ka Az! Una sa lahat hindi kita inutusang mahalin ako! Sinabi kona at the first place, I don't want to fall in love again. Kasi sa huli ako lang din ang matatalo! Wag mong lukuhin sarili mo Azreil Dortch! Wag mong mahalin yung isang bato na kagaya ko!" I said and a bursting tears flow down my eye's. "No Richie Garcia! Wag mo rin lukuhin sarili mo! I know simula ng maging magkaibigan tayo, hindi ka galit sa Love! Ingit ka! Ayaw molang mag take ng Risk! Just please, trust me! Di ako kagaya ng mga ex mo! Lalaki ako! Mga babae sila, ibahin mo ako!" dagdag pa nito. I was about to ran away, when he gives me a hug, na di ko alam ba't di ako makagalaw, I felt the love Az give's yung pagmamahal na walang hinihintay na kapalit, na hindi ako masasaktan! Yung hindi lang ako yung nag-eeffort, yung pinapakita nyang kaya nyang buhatin yung boung mundo para ipadamang mahal nya ako. "Okay lang ket di mo ako mahalin for now just please! Please love yourself, hindi pa huli para magmahal muli Ri". <×~×~×~×~×> PHILOPHOBIA - a fear of love - by ItsMeNinzkie Genre: R18+, Tragedy, BL-Romance Date Started: December 4, 2023 Date Ended: April 30, 2024

THE REBOUND [BxB] ONGOING <||•••••×•••••||> "How can I move on, when I'm still in love with you?" <||•••••×•••••||> I got fall in love with someone, who can't move on from his past relationship. Ganun paman, pinilit kong isipin na baka mahalin nya pa rin ako gaya ng pagmamahal nya sa kanyang ex. He tried to give me the best treatment as his bestfriend, and his non labelled lover. Pilit kong iniintindi ang bawat sakit na nararamdaman nya, ang mga bagay na gusto nyang gawin noong kasama pa nya ang kanyang ex-girlfriend. I thought it would turn out good, he said he'll love me, he said he'll make me the most happiest person he could ever made. Kaso, gaya nga ng karamihan, na Rebound lang ako, ginawa lang akong panakip butas sa kanyang nangungulilang puso. I felt dumb of my self, knowing at the very first place, I already knew, that he can't love me. Would I still keep holding-on on this painful relationship? Will he ever try loving me harder. Patuloy pa rin ba akong aasa sa mga pangako nya? Magpapakatanga pa rin ba ako para sa kanya? This is The Rebound Love Story. <||•••••×•••••||> PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME! WARNING!!! R18+!!! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! <~<~×~>~> THE REBOUND by ItsMeNinzkie Genre: BL-Tragic-Romance Date Started: June, 01, 2024 Date End: Aug., 31, 2024

GANGSTER NEIGHBOR <=×==×==×=> "When Green Flag falls in love with a Red Flag." <=×==×==×=> Falling in love with someone who could fight for you, is like a dream come true. But having someone who could obey your commands, follow your dreams, and supporting you, dang that's one big of a delusion. Unang araw ko palang sa college, naghahalong kaba at inis na ang nararamdaman ko, kaba dahil unang araw ko nga sa College, at inis, dahil may aruganti akong kapitbahay. I'm on my way home, pauwi sa apartment ko, nang bigla nalang syang sumulpot sa kung saan sabay agaw ng bagpack ko. "Hatid na kita Lei," sambit nito at naglakad na kala mo magkaibigan kami. I saw his friends looking at us, yung iba nagbubulungan, tapos yung iba nagtatawanan. Ako naman tong nagpipigil ng inis at wala akong magawa kundi sundin tong ugok na'to. "Oo na! Sandali!" saad ko at hinabol na sya sa paglalakad papasok sa masikip na daanan. Its been a week, simula nung lumuwas ako magisa dito sa Manila, di ko naman inaakalang may isang alipores na mangliligaw sa akin. My main goal in life is to finish my college, find a job and come back. But right now, I'm stuck with my Gangster Neighbor. <=×==×==×=> PLAGIARISM IS A CRIME! WARNING!!! R18+!!! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! <=×==×==×=> GANGSTER NEIGHBOR by ItsMeNinzkie Genre: BL-Action-RomCom Date Started: Sep., 01, 2024 Date End: Jan, 26, 2025