He... was a talented young man who always had a passion for music. Despite his jaded emotions, he worked relentlessly to improve his skill in the hopes of one day rising to the top of the music industry as a dream. But all of his efforts were futile because his upbringing, and even his own mother, pushed him to end his life... with his own hands... But in a strange twist of fate, he is reincarnated into the child of the one person who made him feel joy, Hoshino Ai. Given a new name, Hoshino Alexandrite, and a new life, he swears to pursue real happiness and help Ai's idol days shine even brighter with his musical talents. That was until Ai was tragically murdered... breaking him... But despite it, he cannot ignore that he was given another chance to right his wrongs, to live the life he never lived before. With the support of his new siblings and a dream he never thought possible, he will not falter again. Broken as he is, as a scum he may never change, but he promises his new mother to live the life she wanted him to live... but the thought of vengeance for Ai's murder never left his mind... Will he live to fulfill his promise? Will he find a path that takes him to the life he so wanted? Or will he succumb to the pressure of the music world as he encounters trials, scandals, decisions, and a bewildering emotion spurred by two girls, one who wants to save him from falling deep into his darkness, and the other who wants to make him accept who he really is and live unshackled? Will he shine just like his mother, or will he collapse and become The Dark Star? 【This book is written as a person challenge and a dedication to one of my favorite mangaka, Yokoyari Mengo!】 【This book will borrow some lines from the original source material (manga) to not stray from the story too much and for familiarity】 【Oshi no Ko respectfully belongs to Aka Akasaka and Yokoyari Mengo respectively】

Takahashi Kenzo was just a normal student who studied English Literature. "Was." Everything changed when he woke up as a baby once again. "Amethyst, do you want mama's milk?" First, what's up with that name? Second, no. I'll feel guilty to use this baby's body to get a taste of heaven. And lastly.. Isn't that Ai?!! I don't own Oshi No Ko and their characters and pictures.

Lies are the only way to keep the love he so desperately craves. The real him is not enough, but as long as he keeps up the act, maybe they'll continue to love him. It's worth it, even if it means sacrificing his true self. Love is worth any lie, any act, any cost. ________________________________________________________________ Oshi no ko Fanfic. I don't own any of the characters except my OC.