redvelvetkei
Ushijima Wakatoshi ignited a fire inside him. And for Yamaguchi, Ushijima Wakatoshi was an unreachable star that he couldn't reach as much as he tried to. But as he tried to extinguish it the feelings inside, the more he got drawn into it like a moth drawn to a flame.
He's afraid of getting his senses being dulled if their desires take over. But he couldn't fight it anymore.
So he decided to get burned.