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𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐫 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮; 𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 by peaksunooism
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𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 - 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐲 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞. 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: - 𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐞 - 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 "𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭. 𝐢 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐧 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐞." ©️𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐧__
✧・゚you're my cure・゚- an ivantill high school au fanfic by myaa_xe
myaa_xe
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They say spring is for new beginnings - but what if yours had already started, and you didn't notice? ⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 .𖥔˚ Till isn't good at feelings. He's good at music, at getting detentions, and at pretending not to care. Especially about things like cherry blossoms or clingy best friends with black hair and too many shallow emotions. Especially about Ivan. ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ Ivan, who's always there. Ivan, who talks too much and listens too carefully. Ivan, who's been in love with Till for longer than he'll ever say out loud. 𓂃⋆.˚ But Till's eyes are on someone else - Mizi, passionate and brilliant and so painfully unreachable. And Mizi? She's in love with Sua. ᡣ𐭩 •。ꪆৎ ˚⋅ In a world of unspoken things and unsent confessions, spring blooms quietly around them. As songs are written, friendships are tested, and the truth starts to rise to the surface - Till will have to face the one thing he's always avoided: what really matters, and who he can't imagine losing. ๋࣭ ⭑ ˚    ✦   .  .   ˚ .      . ✦     ˚     . ★⋆.    .     ˚     *     ✦   .  .   ✦ ˚      ˚ .˚      .  .   ˚ .             pov: alternating (ivan/till) status: completed
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Even the Rain Remembers (IVANTILL) by Felise_Martinez
Felise_Martinez
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After a painful breakup, Ivan and Till reunite in a city of endless rain. Ivan is open with his feelings, but Till hides behind silence and competition. Together, they must face their past to find if love can bloom again.
Alien Stage: Requiem of the Runaways by Felise_Martinez
Felise_Martinez
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AN AU OF MINE! In a future ruled by alien tyrants, music is no longer art-it's survival. After escaping the synthetic paradise of Anakt Garden as children, Ivan and Till survive the slums, join the resistance, and grow into symbols of rebellion. Cold, calculating Ivan hides centuries of buried secrets. Warmhearted, gifted Till sings with a voice that can shatter systems. Their world is controlled by Alien Stage, a brutal galactic reality show where humans perform for alien audiences-and losers are executed on live feed. To end it, they must infiltrate the Stage. As songs turn into sabotage, and every performance risks their lives, a deeper truth begins to unravel between them. Amid violence, betrayal, and sacrifice, Ivan and Till must confront their past, fight for their future, and face the one truth they've never said aloud: They love each other. But freedom always demands a price-and love may be the last thing left to lose.
Black Sorrow [IvanTill, MiziSua, HyuLuka] by ruixsx
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Ivan and Till have been best friends since childhood - inseparable, loyal, and seemingly unbreakable. But when they enter college together, the cracks in their bond begin to show. Ivan has harbored a deep, unspoken crush on Till for years, a quiet obsession that only intensifies as they grow older. Till, on the other hand, has these unfamiliar feeling. He doesn't even know what he feels anymore. While Ivan clings to their shared history and the illusion of something more, Till remains blissfully unaware or willfully ignorant, using Ivan's devotion as emotional support without realizing (or admitting) the damage it causes. Their friendship slowly turns toxic: full of emotional manipulation, guilt, dependency, and unbalanced love. Ivan can't let go, and Till can't give what Ivan needs. Eventually, the truth spills out - Ivan confesses. What follows is silence, distance, and a heartbreaking experience. Will they find love for one another? COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X ChatGPT helped as well with details and correct terms, but overall. The story is my original idea. Did some fixes and shaped it into the story I wanted. Thank you for putting in the time to read.
Next to you | Ivantill by trene_
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Ivantill slowburn - don't read it you dislike it, i'm mainly writing for my own satisfaction First fanfic! I'm excited :) I pledge an oath to not leave this story halfway done and just quit (although i might run out of ideas sometimes) hs au - all of them are alive. yes i'm coping. i tried making a cover lol but i kinda suck at art
Look My Way (Ivantill) by Glowstickssssssss
Glowstickssssssss
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As Ivan fell Till looked in horror and disbelief while holding his neck. Ivan was smiling, he just got shot and was smiling at him. ~This is my first fic!!! Alienstage hyperfixation is real~ Art is not mine! Art is by COLIQO on X!
i am a body (make me a mind too) <||ivantill||> by mokkip
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"Till?" "What now?" he said, dragging his hands from his face and turning to face him. "Thank you... for being the victim of my shallow emotions." "What kind of shitty poet are you turning into now, Ivan?" OR ivantill kind of excuse to write sometimes nonverbal ivan who is probably autistic AND hyuluka you cannot look at that man ivan and think "yeah hes not neurodivergent whatsoever"
Ivantill Fluff (School AU) by mamamia123bongo
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Ivan and till are highschool and childhood friends , can they find love when fear threatens them? Ivan and Sua are siblings in this fanfic
In This Unknown Realm.. Us, Alone.  by Inotalive
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Alien Stage Modern/High School AU! Ivan and Till are highschoolers, alongside Mizi and Sua. After a confession, their luck will twist and soon everything comes to a demise. This is a fictional story, mostly revolving around Ivan and Till, as their timeline progresses, so will their relationship. I do not own any of these characters mentioned, they belong to Vivinos. The main story is completed, please read part 1 and part 2 before proceeding into the side stories. This story will be continuously updated with side stories as their relationship progresses.