Yanzaxxx
*NOTE: I have actually lost some pages of the story, i wrote it that long ago but i will try my hardest to fill in the gaps
Abused, Battered Alone and scared.these were the only words throughout my childhood i could ever use to describe myself , my mother always said she loved me,, that she did what she did because i was her speacil child that she only wanted to put me on the straight and narrow, i cant believe i actually believed her. i did i felt i was bad i felt i deserved to be punished.i didnt realise until i had hit the age of fucking 15 that i was manipulated and used just because i was the only person she could pick on ... not anymore. this is my story.Thanks mom.