Outside, Nicky's guitar loving classmate seems rude and spiteful. Inside, he has a secret unknown to the rest. What path will Tom take when he finds his best kept secret discovered by Nicky, will he forever be her enemy or will their forced friendship bloom into something indescribable?

Maivy Gomez moves from New York to Seattle, she previously had been captain of the cheer team in New York. Try outs were held, but the cheerleaders weren't fond of Maivy. So they gave her a 𝒌𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕, complete the list and she's into the team. If not, then her dreams of being a cheerleader would be crushed. The last person on the kiss list though, was certainly a hard person to get a kiss from. Tom Kaulitz, how could she get a kiss from him? He was the ultimate bitch, a cunt if you will. Little did she know, things would lead farther between them.

Inspired by "my living nightmare" Tully is persuaded by her best friend to vacation in Tokyo Japan for summer. It's then she meets the infamous gang/mafia member Tom Kaulitz. When the first interaction doesn't go as planned it will change her life forever. There will be scenes of violence which could be triggering but if you enjoyed my living nightmare you can survive anything.

I walked into the club bathroom barley being able to see. "Mina Ali are you guys there? Hello?" I walked around the bathroom in a daze opening all the stall doors. As I turned around I bumped into a hard chest, it was then when I looked up and saw him. DISCLAIMER: this book is heavily inspired by the following books: My Living Nightmare by winternightz The Monster In Black by darkshadowsz Satan Reincarnate by billswife_ Going to be spelling mistakes and grammar mistakes. TW: SA/rape suggested TW: self hard and depression TW: Substance abuse and physical/ mental abuse