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UPDATES SLOW BECAUSE OF SCHOOL!!!
Christine always knew who she was, she never needed anybody to reassure her of anything. But after auditioning to be a singer for a well know German band called 'Tokio Hotel', a certain someone warped that mindset. Chris craved something that she didn't even know she needed, his consolation, his solace, his bittersweet love.
She never meant for it to happen-to fall in love, he was the most arrogant man she's ever met and in this industry you meet quite a few of those types.
Joining the band, she expected to of course, contribute to their music, maybe kiss tom more then she didn't, maybe get high once or twice, and then leave their tour of Europe in once piece.
Small venues turned into arenas and nights turned into an entire year. The fame was loud and took up space, addiction did the same.
Chris unravels her life finding herself quietly, slowly, and tragically in the shadows of this new found fame. flashing cameras, needle marks, empty dressing rooms and love that tasted of guilt she couldn't get enough of.
She embodied the spotlight. Blinding, beautiful- and seconds from burning out.
TW: substance abuse, physical and mental abuse, and self harm.
please forgive me :D